Told my friend how I really feel
It seems that the closer I am to someone, the more afraid I am of losing them. There's one person I've known for years who I really really care about, and I am always afraid to show it or to tell her because I don't want to seem lame or anything. Well, I just recently found out she has major psychological issues and I freaked out and wrote her a letter in which I bared my soul. I wrote many things I never wanted to admit to her because I didn't want to show weakness. I have no idea what her response will be or if I'll ever see her again or anything, which really kills me, but I guess it's good that I did that. It made me realize that it doesn't really matter whether she hates me or loves me after I've exposed my weaknesses to her, I just want her to be okay.