interesting whiteout tumbleweed isolation feeling years ago. blank. out window, trees, yard, just me since 2001.
all that emotion's gone! best not try make connections of friends, employment. more retries futile!
SELF CONTROL! authority declaring what one cannot do or have what one can.
better passive. get out & move about. live as a ghost. privileges or rights lost really early in life. Oppressed!
Laws ever feel false? i never killed anyone. innocent. why not allowed do all the things I've done before, enjoyed and served people. this phantom, mezzanine layer in life... nothing rational or logical or real. apply - job. told u can't. U been unsuccessful. the dictator made a humungous mistake. not just once. seems their career is to destroy people.
people mot allowed meet? selling houses? estate agents. casting for movies..? how they decide? in a rut of action. no change genre or keep doing what done?
office roles. admin. anyone not employed for years, let 'em do the next one. finish one. when's the next? gaps grow like cancer?