Realizations about my family changed my life.
I used to post on here when I was back in school. I can’t believe how weak and dumb I used to be.....
Truly at age 25, I left my moms house after being physically attacked by both my brother and father.
I grew up with all three members of my family using me as a punching bag. I suffered from depression and anxiety, had trouble making friends, and was always miserable despite living in a house in the suburbs, graduation college.....
This is crazy. Realizations about my life that once made me depressed, not fill me to the brim with hatred.
It’s just looking at myself now and how far I’ve come.
At 26 I now have my first apartment in the state capital, new car and work full time as a phlebotomist.....
Where I once was so desperate for friendship that I posted on here looking for texting buddies, I can now boldly go out and approach any man I want, any friend I want.
Without the stress of being a certain way and constantly monitored and judged, talked about, I am finally free of my social anxiety (I still prefer to spend majority of my tune alone)
“Any fool can know. The point is to understand.”