you're on sas and your life is good and getting better and you're getting some while most of us on here are miserable and hkvs, jealously is what's wrong lol =P
don't take this the wrong way you're free to post
don't worry i'm miserable too, i just try not to post too much about that part. but yeah I really do believe I'm getting better. my point of sharing that on SAS is not to brag though, I really think seeing other people with issues (doesn't even matter if they're not the same...issues are issues) do things that you've always wanted to do is a great motivating factor. probably my greatest motivating factor ever. and of course, the point was to remind people of risks and activities that they've
tried or want to try, since a lot of depression comes from inertia.
these are not just the accomplishments of some aliens, these are all people like you, who decided *recently* to try something because they wanted to. the most helpful thing to me so far has been realizing that I can do what the others do, everything that has always seemed so fun and foreign to me.
comparing yourself isn't unnatural though, if seeing someone do something nice bothers you, that's all good as long as it in some way contributes to you doing something too
it wasn't just one comparison that made me feel sick and tired enough to try things though, my life has been a long list of comparisons, and I've only just started this year.
i'm sorry if I come off as preachy, but with this sort of thing, how else can a person come off?!