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post #1 of 3 (permalink) Old 07-09-2019, 05:02 PM Thread Starter
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I produced an album - here's the first song. its about social anxiety

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It's been a long road since i joined here back in 2009. Back then life was hell on earth. I was an anxious wreck and could barely talk to anyone. Slowly over the years i've been progressing exposing myself to the point where i've become confident enough to do gigs and sing on my own music tracks.

This is the first proper song that i have completed to a point where i can share it with people without cringing. I haven't been on here in around 7 years now; i've finally reached a point where i can be comfortable in my own skin.
Just thought i'd share it with you. I really enjoyed this subforum - it always helped me tremendously to read posts from other people to give me hope that there was a life outside of social anxiety
Here it is

At your first glimpse of eden
You try your best to be them
float around through the harbour
Regress, having failed to start

And all you had to notice
Is all thats inside this moment
shed your inhibition
let the words out of your mouth

Light flows through the window
As i sit here in limbo
And watch the clock, on the wall

Sounds pass through the air
as i sink through the chair
too afraid to pass through the door
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post #2 of 3 (permalink) Old 08-08-2019, 01:59 PM
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Thanks for sharing. The lyrics and your progress are both inspiring.

I must go down to the sea again, to the lonely sea and the sky...
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Yeah this is pretty good. Interesting mix of stuff it sounds kind of progressive but then some parts of it towards the end are almost gothy/darkwave-like.

Some people heard my words and thought it meant they knew me
Truth is, I don't exist, I'm just a soundtrack to your movie
Some background figure in a story that's already scripted
And what I feel's just felt for you to hear me ****ing spit it
I jump in many different heads through these words and poems
Always hoping maybe the next leap'll be my leap home

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