How I overcame anxiety and mental illness
Hi all,
Will try to keep it brief, have struggled with psychosis and anxiety for most of my life and have finally overcome and recovered from it all. Believe it or not, what helped me the most was cultivating the right attitude. I was always paranoid of what others thought of me and constantly worrying with repetitive thoughts around negative things I feared happening. So I started trying to develop an attitude of "I don't care what you think of me". At first this was very difficult and it took a very long time for this attitude adjustment to take hold and really start to sink in. But once it did, wow it made such a huge difference. I felt there was a need to develop mental toughness and that this could only be achieved by changing my mental attitude. Over time the negative thoughts lessened and I was also trying to notice and stop them, pulling weeds out from the garden so to speak. I sort of made it a rule that every time I noticed a negative thought I would stop it, ignore or dismiss it and think about something else instead. Nowadays my mind is very still, quiet and silent. I no longer have negative thoughts plaguing my mind every second and the thoughts I do have are usually positive or creative in some way.
The medication helped me get to a point where I was stable, but it was also keeping me down in a negative state of mind. So once I had got to the point where I was on minimal dose and still stable I began slowly reducing the medication until I was off it completely.
I hope this helps you in some way on your own journey to recovery and wish you all the best of luck.