Just an update, things have been going great, we had this fun roadtrip together on Sunday. I took her to see the 12 apostles(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Twe...tles,_Victoria
), and other sights such as the Loch ard Gorge(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loch_Ard_Gorge
). Was a great day, despite the fact I got zero sleep the night before, due to anxiety over being invited to dinner at her house by her parents on that same day, lol. Dinner turned out well, all the worry was for nothing as per usual.
Things are going from strength to strength between us*touches wood*, it's very clear our love is mutual, and she even told me the other day that she sees me as long term relationship material, as in marriage etc. Shes also ready to take that next step, as in sex, as in LonelyDuckling finally losing his virginity, and to someone he loves, yay. Due to us both living at home, we're booking a hotel room for Friday, and again next week for my birthday. She even suggested getting a room with a spa, haha. I'm neeeeeeeeerrrrrrvvvvouuus as hell, so insecure about my body, so scared of messing up, but you have to start somewhere, and I know she cares, and will guide me on my path to a.. ah.. sex god, or at least a caring unselfish sexual partner, lol.
Not to become all negative all of a sudden, but I'm not sure if it's the anxiety, depression, or the fact my life has been without hope for so long, but a part of me is always expecting something to go wrong, or that do I deserve it, etc, etc, but yeah, I love this woman.
PS: Promise not to make one of those silly "I got LAID yah yah yah" threads, lol.