Finally got some closure.
I dropped chemistry. I felt really guilty about last semester. I gave my teacher a really hard time and I just regret the way I acted. I told her all of this and she gave me a hug. This teacher is really sweet, like syrupy sweet. Normally, I am really wary around those types of people. But now if I meet another person like her, I will be more open-minded about them. It was really hard for me to open up to her, but I did. Sometimes, vulnerability is a good thing and it can really help a relationship.
God bless you