Probably averaged 8hrs spent per day browsing various random health sites and forums the past few weeks. Starting to feel like my fuel for worrying and stress has been exhausted.
Bad sleep the past several weeks due to constantly waking up every few hours doesn't help either.
What goes up, will inevitably come back down. Whoever you have to step on when you go up, you will be at their mercy when you go down.
The truth is strictly what the ones in power perceives it to be.
Enjoy any good things, even the little and menial ones, as you will never know what impending distresses could descend upon you in a moment.