Wow! People on this board are so nice... you've actually responded to what I said! Even if it did show how stupid I am. Thanks...
Well I'm not quite sure how these things work, guess I'll reply to each of you individually. :S
I think I'm going to try your idea of writing a letter to them actually... thanks Andy1984... that's a good idea
I'm just worried she'll laugh it off or something :S I know she won't but there is still the risk.
Strange religion, I hope your second session went well. You're so much braver than me for going, I know you feel nervous but at least you've got guts
all I want to do is cancel the session but I know it won't be helping me in the long-run.
Wow... comfortably numb (ps if of you meant for your name to be from the Pink Floyd song then great choice, if not then ignore me! I'll regret writing all of this embarrassing rubbish in th morning when I'm not tipsy lol!), I'm so happy for you, I mean that you look forward to the therapy sessions. Hopefully I'll be like that one day (as much as I know I won't, I can still have hope, eh?) I know the therapy thing is about you, and not the doctor, but it just feels as if I am there for someone else each time. I've never said much and it's as if I'm doing it for them (I know full well that it's about me, not them, but whenever I'm there it's as if I forget that or something...)
Neddy, I understand about the personal question thing... I've been asked stuff but I can't reply. Well done for saying something (even if it is only a little, it's still brave to say something), I just shrug or answer with "I don't know", when I obviously do know. Meh. How long did it take you to become more comfortable with them? If I have to go to the support group I know for a FACT that I won't anything. This feels weird to know that other people feel like this... whilst at the same time it's a little comforting... :S
Odd one out... that must have been really uncomfortable to have your therapist sit and stare at you. I know that I feel really anxious if I'm I'm just looked at by the doctor. I'm glad you found a therapist who actually helps you... I guess the previous one must have thought they were helping. Yeah... the group therapy thing I;m supposed to be going to isn't specifically lfor those with SA... which is not going to help in any way. At all.
Thanks for the replies everyone...
Ah... I'm so making a fool out of myself :@