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post #61 of 68 (permalink) Old 01-14-2019, 11:18 AM Thread Starter
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We're now sharing a bottle of wine, whilst she is becoming to understand what she is doing, could get her arrested for statuary rape

I think we are there; hopefully

It seems to be, I can get more sense from her, when she has been drinking

She's now asking me sensible, thought out & considered questions, where I want she & I to be from now

She now understands, that what she did earlier, is totally stupid on her part

She's now wearing a blouse & jeans; albeit her blouse is revealing her ample cleavage

I'm letting that go, as she obviously feels comfortable dressed like that

I think she is thinking the cleavage I will like

I'm choosing to ignore it, as, if I make a point, I will undo all we have achieved together today

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When all three of us got back to the psyche unit, I told my nurse I wanted privacy for my partner & myself

So my partner & I were in my room being intimate. I held her tightly & after deep kissing I asked her:

"FFS do you realise what you nearly did there?"

We held eye contact & she replied "So she would have died; no big deal"

My reply

"Fk off. When I (& still do) told you I want to go & kill your ex, you asked me not to, because you feel safe with me & he is no longer a threat"

Her reply

"So?"

My reply

"I'm asking you not to interfere here in this situation. Let me deal with it"

Her reply

"OK but I don't like the *****"

We hugged & kissed, entwining tongues again

Trouble is my partner can be a mardy cow lol

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So my partner left & I'm now with Psycho Nurse online at my mate's office

After her near death experience, she was naturally shaking

So here I had to hug her until she calmed down

She tried to kiss me, but I pushed her away, telling her

"I'm trying to calm you down. That does not include kissing or you opening your blouse"

I'm having to tell her, if I hadn't have intervened my partner would have killed her

She asks why; I ask her why do you think my partner wants you dead?

She replied, is it because of yours & my relationship together?

Exactly

I've told Psycho Nurse, I have fallen in love with her, but that doesn't mean I don't love my partner.

She hugged me & kissed & I responded. Naturally (for her) her blouse dropped open revealing her

I really can't be bothered to resist, so I now go with the flow

We kiss as deeply as my partner & I

Psycho Nurse has already worn me down with the exchanging of saliva; so what's the point?

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I think you should move to a different facility, or hey, just stay in this one after all, because obviously nobody in this one, including you, gives a **** about therapeutic treatment. Inappropriate sexual conduct up the wazoo, ability to access staff CCTV and whatnot, casual attempted murder at the beach and all. Uh-huh.

And maybe just declare yourself in an open relationship because, personal boundaries?--what personal boundaries? Nobody's got time for that.

Have fun telling GF that you've given up and are now sharing saliva with Psycho Nurse.

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I think you should move to a different facility, or hey, just stay in this one after all, because obviously nobody in this one, including you, gives a **** about therapeutic treatment. Inappropriate sexual conduct up the wazoo, ability to access staff CCTV and whatnot, casual attempted murder at the beach and all. Uh-huh.

And maybe just declare yourself in an open relationship because, personal boundaries?--what personal boundaries? Nobody's got time for that.

Have fun telling GF that you've given up and are now sharing saliva with Psycho Nurse.
You have raised some valid points there Tehuti

Maybe you're right there

Rather than report Psycho Nurse to her line manager; though I suppose really I should; maybe a transfer is the way to go. Only trouble is, to get to this psyche unit placement, I was on remand for six months waiting for a bed to become available

Only trouble is, across the whole of the UK, there are very few residential psyche units

NHS England, prefer care in the community, through CMHT (Community Mental Health Teams)

Far cheaper than running residential psyche units

Mostly, residential care is reserved for those who can't be cared for in the community, for various reasons

As for my Section 37 - 41, under the UK MHA 1983, I am here indefinitely until my consultant deems I'm suitable for release. He then FAX's the release papers to UK Gov's Home Secretary for him to sign the papers

Section 37 - 41 the infamous Ian Brady is on; unless now he is dead

Whereas Brady is a danger to the public (obviously); I'm a danger to my self. In the system, there is no difference between someone a danger to the public & someone to themselves. That's the MHA 1983 for you

Thanks again for you reply Tehuti xx

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While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, & INSULT her,
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Since her near death experience, Psycho Nurse has taken a step back

Yes; she hugs, but that's it

If we kiss, then we are closed mouth

Her breasts? I appreciate she feels sexy with a low revealing blouse, so I have decided to let that go

I have to give her some freedom; even her low cut blouse cleavage

So I called in my partner. She apologised for nearly drowning Psycho Nurse & she apologised to my partner for being unprofessional

About fkn time

So things are back full on with my partner

While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man, wishing he could talk softly in her ear...

While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, & INSULT her,
there's a man flirting with her, & reminding her, how wonderful she is.

While you HURT your woman,
there's a man wishing he could show her love

While you make your woman CRY,
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As has been the case, on a weekly basis my partner stays over

I guess they see it as good therapy

While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man, wishing he could talk softly in her ear...

While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, & INSULT her,
there's a man flirting with her, & reminding her, how wonderful she is.

While you HURT your woman,
there's a man wishing he could show her love

While you make your woman CRY,
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I actually asked my partner

"If you can do this for me, why not for yourself with your ex?

She replied it's different

I asked her in what way

She replied, her ex didn't love her & used her as his sex toy.

You & I love each other

I nearly drowned Psycho Nurse, just as you want to sort out my ex

I'm not going to apologise for nearly killing her; the same as if you sort my ex out

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While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, & INSULT her,
there's a man flirting with her, & reminding her, how wonderful she is.

While you HURT your woman,
there's a man wishing he could show her love

While you make your woman CRY,
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