Maybe it's a good thing that I keep adding more and more information. I don't know how many times I got angry at someone because they took problems I've had for years and then gave me quicky answers, like just go do that. or Just get help. If it were that simple for me I wouldn't ever ask for prayer online or otherwise.
Before I go to bed, I decided to delete some comments I made on youtube. For 2 reasons, one is it's been two days and the person never responded. and Second, due to who I wrote the comments too, I wasn't feeling good about it.
Here is where all of this is going... As far back as my boyhood, I always found myself attracted to women that weren't believers. Now if those women would of been believers I would of still found them attractive. It's just the all the best looking girls weren't believers. I have no idea why that was. What is really sad, is I still find myself in that exact same situation. Only instead of it happening offline, now it happens online, youtube videos, instagram, and yes even this website it's happened. If you really want to get picky with me, I could list you all the different social media sites, including the so called "Christian" ones that I was apart of. All I'm trying to say is, this has been a huge problem for me. I just hope that if anyone truly prays for me, that they won't downplay my issues.