I'm not saying that God made a mistake. I don't understand why He made me the way He did. I do not understand what my purpose is.
To show the world that they're messing everything up. I see it all around me, and then God has to remind me that -> I <- have to be the example because most people don't know $#!7 from shine-ola. My mom's from Elkhart, too, so I get them apples.
You posted about the industrial cleaner you used at your school. Well, I found a similar product at Menard's - a large bottle for $4 and I SAVED BIG MONEY! I bought some, used it to kill me some Corona, Sal Monella, E. Coli, AND any mold or mildew that would even think about hanging out in my bathroom! It gave me a slight sinus infection, but that was from the virus death. I wouldn't have known about the product at all if you hadn't have mentioned it!
If your mind is being messed with like it is right now - that's the enemy trying to defeat you. He wouldn't be after you if you weren't such a prize. He already has a ton of bozos in the world wrapped around his little finger.
Every negative thing he says to you is a trick, a slight, trying to pick a fight. The "learning disability" is only that if you let it be. It's hard to remember things when there is worry and anxiety keeping the mind going at 100% CPU.
I learned one thing about bosses in this past year - they don't know squat; the only know to keep their own boss away. He's an employee just like you.
Your dad just wants motivation. My dad was like that, too. Unfortunately he's gone so he only has the angel view to me - if he was here in person, he'd be shocked at what I have accomplished.