I can’t think of anything to say, ever. Doesn’t matter who I am with, family, “friends” or acquaintances, or just anyone in this world. Not being able to communicate just ruins, affects, complicates, everything that I go through. Days are going by with regrets, with jealousy, with sadness, with confusion. Not being able to have healthy relationships with anyone even your own family. I Just want at least one person who understands me. I feel so lonely. Am I alone? Does anyone feel like this? Why am I like this? Why can’t I just talk?
Even while writing this I can’t gather my thoughts.