Why are we never satisfied?
Every now and then I like to set goals for myself and I always think that once I reach that goal Iíll be happy and I usually am but only for a little while. Getting my drivers license, buying my first car, getting a job, graduating from university, moving out of my parents house, working a full time job. All of these are things Iíve accomplished and i was proud but I never feel complete. I always still feel like a failure because all of my accomplishments are always half assed.
Sure, I graduated university but it took me 7 years, sure I bought a car but itís used and old, sure I have a full time job but itís a temp agency, sure I got my drivers license but it took me two tries to pass the test, sure I have my own house but itís shabby and old. I know things could be worse and I am grateful for what I have and for what Iíve been able to accomplish but everything I do is always subpar. Iím mediocre at everything and I should just accept that but I canít.
I want the best of the best. I want to be able to drive a nice car, live in a nicer house, have a better job, and travel the world. I know, none of that is possible for someone like me but letís say I do accomplish all of that, would I actually finally be happy or would I just want more? I just never seem to be satisfied with anything. I donít know, this is just some stuff thatís been on my mind lately.
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