who has no friends no family no job
who has no friends, no family or don't talk to your family, and no job ? The only person I talk to is my therapist once a week for 45 minutes. It feels like I'm so lonely it's actually affecting my brain physically, like I get super faded out from reality, headaches, can't focus, just want to close my eyes all the time (though I can't sleep). The weird part is I can barely feel lonely. I have been isolated so long that it doesn't affect me as a normal sensation. It's like a doctor shooting you full of lidocaine and then cutting you a bunch. You're bleeding, and you can see the injury, but you're only aware of it indirectly through the effects (blood, gash in your flesh), and not the sensation of the blade itself.
anyone else feel like this