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When was the last time you cried?
I can't remember exactly, but I think that was a long time ago and it was because of a movie I guess, lol.
Right now though, I feel like crying cause I'm so frustrated at myself. It's ironic that you long for friendship and to connect to people, yet you do the things that will cause the exact opposite. For example, my mind goes blank and I get all tongue-tied when I'm talking to people I'm interested in, getting preoccupied with stupid things I might have said, ignoring/not enjoying the interaction anymore. I don't have any problem though when I'm talking to people whom I find okay (or not that interesting), maybe because I couldn't care less what they'll think of me, or if ever they will not like me. Rejection is really huge for me, so if I feel or notice any sign of it, I withdraw because I don't think I'll be able to handle anything more than that. I'm having these irrational thoughts regarding conversations I had with someone. I know that these thoughts are baseless (well not really baseless, but I mean there's not enough proof to it) but I can't remove them from my head. I'd like to tell the person about it, but I don't know how and whether they'll understand, cause even for me, it's hard trying to understand it.
Right now though, I feel like crying cause I'm so frustrated at myself. It's ironic that you long for friendship and to connect to people, yet you do the things that will cause the exact opposite. For example, my mind goes blank and I get all tongue-tied when I'm talking to people I'm interested in, getting preoccupied with stupid things I might have said, ignoring/not enjoying the interaction anymore. I don't have any problem though when I'm talking to people whom I find okay (or not that interesting), maybe because I couldn't care less what they'll think of me, or if ever they will not like me. Rejection is really huge for me, so if I feel or notice any sign of it, I withdraw because I don't think I'll be able to handle anything more than that. I'm having these irrational thoughts regarding conversations I had with someone. I know that these thoughts are baseless (well not really baseless, but I mean there's not enough proof to it) but I can't remove them from my head. I'd like to tell the person about it, but I don't know how and whether they'll understand, cause even for me, it's hard trying to understand it.
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My eyes have created too much tears over the years and they are not capable of it anymore. I get sad but I cannot cry often. 
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Two things make me cry:
1. Anxiety attacks
2. Tom Hanks movies
When I encounter one of those, I cry everytime. Outside of those two things, I can't remember the last time I cried. Years.
1. Anxiety attacks
2. Tom Hanks movies
When I encounter one of those, I cry everytime. Outside of those two things, I can't remember the last time I cried. Years.
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Think I cried two days ago, while trying to fall asleep.
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Last time I cried was about a month and a half ago.
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Hmmm, the last time I cried was the day before I started taking Paxil. Now it's impossible to cry.
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Last time I cried was a few months ago.
I don't like to cry so I do my best not to. But then all these emotions keep building up and something very little will make me explode out of nowhere and I'll cry about everything that has bothered me all at once, even about things from months before.
I'll go to the bathroom, turn the water on full blast and cry so no one will hear me.
I don't like to cry so I do my best not to. But then all these emotions keep building up and something very little will make me explode out of nowhere and I'll cry about everything that has bothered me all at once, even about things from months before.
I'll go to the bathroom, turn the water on full blast and cry so no one will hear me.
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Hmm..I dunno. Not anytime in the last few years that I can remember. The last time I actually remember crying was when I was a kid and the police had to forcibly remove one of my parents from our house. Oh what an interesting night...lol.
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in the year 2000.
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It's the government's way of trying to protect you from protecting yourself.
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A real cry? 2003 maybe. A self-pity, thinking I'm going crazy, sniff sniff? Recently. It's okay though, I know I'm not going crazy. I already am crazy.
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I haven't cried in forever. Though lately i've been feeling really down like I am going to. When I think it's gunna happen I just sit there feeling like crap. Feels like it's all pent-up inside me and I want to just ball and get it all out. I'm dead inside...
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a proper cry... at least 4 years ago
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A couple days ago. I fought with my sister.
Edited to say: No, I lied, I cry every time I watch tv or movies. I watched Lost & Delirious last night and it made me cry.
Edited to say: No, I lied, I cry every time I watch tv or movies. I watched Lost & Delirious last night and it made me cry.
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A couple days ago. I fought with my sister.
Edited to say: No, I lied, I cry every time I watch tv or movies. I watched Lost & Delirious last night and it made me cry.
Edited to say: No, I lied, I cry every time I watch tv or movies. I watched Lost & Delirious last night and it made me cry.
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Yeah, I don't know. Last year, I believe. The more recent instance before that was when my dog was dying.... 2 years ago.
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you described exactly how i feel most of the time.
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