i dont know why i always have to go through the same thing with you. you say its nothing ive done but i doubt this happens to you when youre alone or with anyone else. im sorry, im not equipped to deal with this especially when you make no effort to help yourself. and you expect so much from me.
im frustrated with you. im just frustrated watching you run into the same wall, having accepted that this is just the way it will be.
this frustration is manifesting itself in all these little ways. i know you feel entitled to something from me, and i just cant tolerate that.
what cannot be said will be wept