Stay online for hours. :-/ Makes me feel worse. When that lonliness sets in, I find it hard to focus on anything else.
You put into words something I've been doing but don't really understand.
Before I had internet set up in my room, I would fiddle with projects without any endgame. Same thing. Pointless. Lonely. Hard to focus on anything else.
Originally Posted by floatingballoon
I know this feeling. I especially get this empty feeling very late at night since I can't sleep normal hours. I usually end up going to an online chat community in hopes of having a decent conversation with someone.
Yeah, that's why I'm here right now. What really sucks is when i need to talk with someone, really need to, but feel too tired to have to put it in words so they will understand.
Isolate myself. Listen to music. Think bad thoughts. It might not be healthy, but I tend to feel better the morning after.
I do this sometimes. I think it's necessary to embrace the darkness if you want to embrace the light.
Sooner or later I will get in a bad spot and end up calling these people in the middle of the night.
Since I get no social interaction in the real world, this site is the next best thing I have to meet that social need. I really doesn't really fill the void though, because you really just post comments and have no idea if anyone actually reads your posts. For all I know I might be talking to myself most of the time so it can actually make it worse.
I read this post ^
Same sentiment here. Sometimes i feel useless. i had no idea people cared about my posts until i was going to leave.
I just escape into my own fantasy world.
And this is why i am obsessed with fiction, in all forms. Fiction will not save your life, but it will make it more bearable.