Transitioning to Adult Life
I thought that by getting a bachelor's degree I'd find a place in the world despite my anxiety. I definitely was wrong. I'm 24 and I've been out of school for 6 months now. No friends, no money, no work experience, no references, and no career.
Starting in January, I have to start paying $200 a month for school loans. My degree (applied math) hasn't prepared me for any jobs. I've been applying to all sorts of jobs in the last 6 months. The only job I was hired for was as a warehouse worker with 12 hours shifts. I got fired after a couple weeks for being too slow. One of my supervisors liked to call me the "reverse Good Will Hunting guy". That still bugs me. Like, what was the point of everything I've done so far?
I'm still a socially anxious loser. I stupidly tried so hard to finish school without a goal aside from "I'll be a better person after this regardless of how avoidant I am". All I have now is debt. Why did I even go to school if I'm going to end up being a janitor, warehouse worker, fast food worker, etc. I don't even know what my goal in life is anymore aside from "don't die".