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Tired of life


Why do I find life so meaningless? I just exists and everyday I wish it would end like before I was born. I don't have many friends and it is difficult for me to trust anybody. Everyone seems to betray my confidence. I quietly cry at night thinking why am I like this? People tell me I should get a hobby or do something that interests me. I have none. My hobby is just reading books and I get so lonely sometimes I just wish I'm dead.

I'm not a teenager anymore but why am I still like this? Like nothing has changed… It feels like I'm still 14. I don't have aim in life. I just go with the flow.
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Depression and anxiety are very effective at draining the life out of people, their willpower, their motivation, their energy, their hope. It's hard to want to do anything when you feel wrong and empty inside.

You need to find something that you feel so strongly about it overrides this malaise. Something you are passionate about, something that makes you feel good, that you enjoy doing.

Reading is a good start. Do you get ideas for your own stories?
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I'm tired of life too but I'm fated to endure for as long as I can. Three days from now if I die on the operating table, I wonder if I'll still be in agony or finally at peace?


I think the key to moving forward in life is a few major goals at a time, start small and work yourself up. It's impossible to please and be liked by everyone. In the end only a handful of people will help you during dark times, hopefully they are worthwhile kindred spirits.

"All greatness of character is dependent on individuality. The man who has no other existence than that which he partakes in common with all around him, will never have any other than an existence of mediocrity. "
-James F. Cooper


"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there... Wondering, fearing, doubting..." -Edgar Allan Poe

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