I'm really nervous about starting another semester of university on Monday. Thankfully it'll be all online, but between my dad's situation and the severe depression and anxiety I've been getting lately, I just don't feel like I'm capable of doing my "best" right now. And my parents are going to be immensely disappointed if I don't maintain my 4.0 GPA this time around...
Good luck tomorrow! You seem like you will do okay with the school work even if you are not at your best. I'm sure it will get easier once you get in the groove.
Feeling lonely again. Hasn't happened for a while.
Hey fellow returnee. Hope feeling lonely doesn't last long.
I get tired of existing sometimes. It'd be much easier not to. Everyday I'm reminded that I'm not normal, not functional. Always feel like everyone is participating in a world I can't even come close to. I don't much enjoy life, and find everything tiring and anxiety inducing. It's all strange and inaccessible to me. Just want all my awkwardness, anxiety, and exhaustion to dissipate.
It does seem tiring. I don't think the awkwardness and anxiety ever goes all away, but we can try and deal with it better. Then maybe its not so exhausting to deal with it. Sorry your feeling like this.
When someone has a social job in sales and talks a lot at a party and then says "I'm an introvert, so it was hard to learn it but I got promoted..." I'm like... [insert Samuel Jackson glare gif here].
I dunno, I think I'm an extrovert. I mean, I need people in my life and I see them everyday and have to interact with them.
...it was just painful to hear after sitting painfully for hours at a small gathering.
Doesn't sound like a fun gathering. It does seem like talk of introverts is out there a lot more, and not always coherently.
Originally Posted by leaf in the wind
I'm dating a deadbeat loser and it isn't an easy decision to leave right now for economic reasons.
Like, the biggest ****ing loser I've encountered in a long time.
How does this guy live with himself??
Probably a bit much to post, but whatever.