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post #13381 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-19-2020, 12:29 PM
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Nice collection! I'd love a full size keyboard, with good graded hammer action. The keyboard I lost to transit was a P-125 and I still miss it! It had a wonderful sound. Maybe look at local ads? I got my one that way.

Thanks . The m-audio has semi weighted keys, which is okay, somewhat uncomfortable. I was planning on getting the m-audio hammer 88 model which gets good reviews. It comes with a nice set of software also. I look in thrift stores and check on craigslist. Sometimes I see good deals on craigslist but then the social anxiety gets working when meeting up with people. The p-125 has a nice sound, that's pretty cool that you can hook it up to a tablet. Shame it got damaged.

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post #13384 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-21-2020, 08:57 PM
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post #13385 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-22-2020, 12:29 PM
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Reading some past stuff, I feel vindicated in my own reaction to this person's post. This person *hounded me, absolutely hounded me for answers (more than once!) which I gave, some true, some completely false, mind you simply because they wouldn't let alone about it. When someone breaks up with you, what you do is not their ****ing business. I don't believe I'm this criminal or bad person they paint my actions and reactions to be. Sorry/notsorry. You treat all your exes this way? I feel bad for them too.

Edit: I hate saying I'm "right" for being nasty but inthis case, it feels more right than wrong. Believe me, I'd know about those who blame the victim for their crimes. Its insanity.
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I have to do something else, but I am very tired and sleepy. It happened all the week, and now there is a lot of accumulated task.
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post #13388 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-25-2020, 06:55 PM
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Sometimes I feel like the only thing stopping me from ending my life is my fear of excess physical pain and nothingness.
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post #13389 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-26-2020, 01:49 PM
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Sometimes I feel like the only thing stopping me from ending my life is my fear of excess physical pain and nothingness.
Same.

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post #13391 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-26-2020, 08:20 PM
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Sometimes I wish I had a lot more money, I think I must still be slightly manic. Don't want to do anything illegal I just want a lot of it - right now.

I should go and see this new shrink - my wife keeps saying she might be quite nice. Better give her a try. Maybe get some pills and then calm down.
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post #13392 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-30-2020, 07:16 AM
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Got in a small collision yesterday, which already had me pretty stressed despite the lady giving me a pass since there wasn't any damage but a small dent. I'm entirely grateful for that, considering it was my first accident. Probably best case scenario all things considered. I've learned from it.

Then this morning I watched a dog try to cross the street in front of me, I was hoping it wouldn't move seeing all the cars going by since it was a busy morning. But he definitely tried to make a pass in front of me. I hit the brakes and turned away as much as I could without going into oncoming traffic. I avoided the dog and I think it went back the other way.

It left me really shaken and considering it's been less than 24 hours since my first collision I'm beginning to dread more things about driving than I used to. Praying I can overcome it soon enough.

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I don't believe you at all about the taste. You are vegan anyway, so how would you know what meat tastes like. I get sick of vegans saying it tastes the same and then you bite into it and it's horrible.
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post #13393 of 13450 (permalink) Old 01-30-2020, 11:41 PM
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I often wonder how we (as shy/quiet/introverted people) can prevent random people (and not so random people) from making negative assumptions about us. It doesn't seem possible. It just seems like that's what people want to do. How do you prevent an instinct?

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post #13394 of 13450 (permalink) Old 02-01-2020, 12:15 AM
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The misery just never ends.

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General cesspool of dread. I dont/cant believe I'll be coming in today. Maybe if I had a few more hours sleep, it would be ok. But I have to get up with the sun to harvest more computer functions and banker's dirty work. Ugh. This isn't voluntary OT, this just straight up slave labor yo.
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The misery just never ends.

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post #13397 of 13450 (permalink) Old 02-01-2020, 10:48 PM
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I have to go to the store today..ugh. It is bad enough as it is but today is going to be much worse. The crowds will be crazy. I am in no mood to deal with any of it (including the family event I am attending today) and it probably isn’t going to go well for me. Feeling the anxiety and nervousness continuing to build.
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post #13399 of 13450 (permalink) Old 02-02-2020, 04:35 PM
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I just wonder how many people are like this. Is anyone else just kind of relegated to their beds and general patheticness too. I've no idea why I have no desire to do anything, at all. It's fun day Sunday. People are playing..football and communing in popular sport.i should've taken a break long ago.
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I just wonder how many people are like this. Is anyone else just kind of relegated to their beds and general patheticness too. I've no idea why I have no desire to do anything, at all. It's fun day Sunday. People are playing..football and communing in popular sport.i should've taken a break long ago.
It is hard to get out of the house if you're depressed. Don't be so hard on yourself, there are many more days ahead of you.
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Anyway, as for myself, I guess I'm still feeling kinda worthless. I feel worthless for not having close friends. It's really ****ty that I feel this way all the time.
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