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post #13101 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-05-2019, 01:28 AM
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Feel like my guts are twisting themselves inside out. I remember the good old days when I used to be able to eat, sit, and lie down without pain. Man, those were the days.
Did you ever get any kind of diagnosis or anything on that?

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post #13102 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-05-2019, 03:45 AM
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Did you ever get any kind of diagnosis or anything on that?
I was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis years ago. They're scoping me out next week to see how bad it's gotten and if other stuff is going on. I get pain all over my body these days (bone pain, I think), and my glands have been swollen for weeks. I've had swollen joints, too. And something weird is going on with one of my kidneys (or possibly adrenal gland).

I got tested for HIV a couple years ago, because the gland thing has been a problem for a long time, but it came back negative. I think I either have a second autoimmune disorder (UC is AI) or, y'know, metastatic cancer. But clinic doctors basically ignore everything I say and I haven't been able to get a family doctor so I really don't know what's going on with me.

I'm teaching myself medicine now (immunology, mostly). Gotta do everything yourself these days. I barely have time to work because I spend so much time trying to fix my physical/mental health.

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post #13104 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-06-2019, 10:27 AM
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just how I felt last night, the anxiety without an obvious cause, feeling the need to escape. wanted to play a game but installed and tried but it was **** anyway. old habits. so I watched some stuff instead.

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I hate it when I expect to see my crush but I don't... Ruins my whole day it does.


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I hate it when I expect to see my crush but I don't... Ruins my whole day it does.
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A bus driver made me take off my headphones in the bus today. I don't think the sound was bleeding out or anything, so I was really baffled. Since when were we not allowed to wear headphones? I've worn them quite a few times now and no one's ever told me anything. What a stupid rule. ffs There was another woman wearing headphones but he didn't tell her anything and I wonder if I should have stood up for myself then but of course I didn't.

The driver also completely drove past my stop for some reason and I spent a whole other 20+ minutes on it waiting to get off at another transit center, without saying anything. I'm ashamed at how much more of a pushover I become every day, but alas.

Even if it's inappropriate, sometimes I wish I could raise a scene just once in my life in these kind of situations, because at least it would show I have dignity.

Also, they made us change one of my buses for some reason yesterday and I asked the driver if it was still going to my school but didn't understand her reply at all. I asked her on the way out again but she still replied vaguely. Then I felt really dumb asking a third time but I was really worried I'd get on the wrong bus. She facepalmed at me and her coworker looked all amused. I felt like the biggest idiot but also found it very rude and unprofessional of her. Still didn't say anything, though...



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post #13109 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-09-2019, 11:04 AM
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Wish I did drugs or drank or something just to make it go away
I've been using that approach since I was 16.....with generally good short term results but not so good long term. I hope you're feeling better. You were always someone I looked up to here. Hugs.

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My monitor just quit on me and had to I drag out an old TV to use the computer. Probably died from all the cringe posting I do.

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f*** it. i'm going to ask out my crush next week. even if it kills me.

sick of "having a crush". time for some action. even if it's a no i can move on with my life.


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post #13114 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-10-2019, 01:11 PM
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f*** it. i'm going to ask out my crush next week. even if it kills me.

sick of "having a crush". time for some action. even if it's a no i can move on with my life.
woop good luck!

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morning was a general cesspool of misery. Wondering why I seem to think i can be a morning person. dragging myself out of bed to see a provider who thinks I don't need anti-anxiety medication as a person with GAD and panic. Uh, and morning traffic, getting lost, then realizing I've been rudely awaking every morning for 5 days a week for way too long. Thank goodness I have the day off. I have the biggest head start to doing absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. Yay.
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the tshirt I'm wearing is stretched. most of my underpants and socks have holes in them. my jeans have so many patches but theres only so much you can patch. I cant really afford new clothes, and I always avoid clothes shopping anyway. soon I'll look like I'm homeless. I just dont get paid enough to cover this. idk.

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post #13118 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-11-2019, 02:40 PM
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f*** it. i'm going to ask out my crush next week. even if it kills me.

sick of "having a crush". time for some action. even if it's a no i can move on with my life.
Ask, would you get that for your gf if you have one. Or something like that to see if single.

If single, then go for it.

But make sure you are his type, which should be less chance of rejection.
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What he said wasn't even that bad - and I'm the offspring of immigrants.

....Annnnd now the conversations online are being locked. Must have been civil war.
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post #13120 of 13815 (permalink) Old 11-12-2019, 05:55 AM
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Ask, would you get that for your gf if you have one. Or something like that to see if single.

If single, then go for it.

But make sure you are his type, which should be less chance of rejection.
I'm 90% sure he's single. But I can't do it. Talked myself out of it. It's too in appropriate


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