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post #12961 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-16-2019, 06:46 AM
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post #12962 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-16-2019, 09:57 PM
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Washer not draining clothes...ugh. Praying about it.

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post #12963 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-17-2019, 11:51 AM
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Wish I did drugs or drank or something just to make it go away
It's obvious to me you're one of the best people I've ever met here. I hope things have improved since you posted. To be honest, I do drink and and dabble in weed but it's run its course, I think. Isolation, dreams that seem forever in limbo are challenging to put it lightly. I wish I had an answer, especially for someone like you. I know we didn't correspond a lot here but I have a sixth sense about people and I'm certain you're one of the good ones. I hope it comes back to you. Hugs.

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post #12964 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-17-2019, 01:08 PM
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Washer not draining clothes...ugh. Praying about it.
god might send a technician to fix it or you could have a go at it yourself. probably just a blocked pipe? youtube would probably have a lot of advice.

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post #12965 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-17-2019, 04:38 PM
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If you gave me a BDD test, it would show that I actually do have BDD. But I don't. My flaws aren't perceived, they're ****ing real. And yet I wish they weren't because having BDD and being able to get over it would fix about 90% of my issues.

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post #12966 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-19-2019, 07:34 PM
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after 2 days of hearing him around I finally forced myself to go out and say hi to the new flatmate. I hope to never speak to him again. lol.

I dont get how he was confident to meet me. you are going to be forced to live with this person for quite some time. how can you look forward to meeting them? it's only a matter of how is this person going to get in the way and make a mess? I know I'm awful with living with people etc. I mean I've walked into the living room to hear a flatmate eating loudly with mouth open etc and: I get totally disgusted. I'm pretty much pre-disgusted. already I'm a anticipating how dirty and loud this guy will be. i must be bad to live with. not that bad, all i do is avoid them and passive aggressively clean up after them.

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post #12967 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-19-2019, 08:51 PM
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I didn't give in and buy alcohol after work today even though I set out to do it. Might go on to 4 months sober!

The only reason for that though was because some ahole was tailgating me and I didn't see easy parking spots at the liquor store, and my heart was already pounding rapidly because I knew I was making a bad decision, so I didn't want to deal with the hassle and just drove straight home.

I was seriously considering going to a nearby (3 minutes away) gas station to buy some malt or something (not heavy liquor as usual) just to get a little buzz without the blackout. Didn't do it because my little grandma came over and she kept pestering me to text for her in Spanish because she has a hard time typing on her phone, even though my Spanish sucks. Tried to show her speech to text and voice recordings. I don't think it stuck though.

I'm not cured yet. I'm still thinking about doing it. Like right now right now.
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post #12968 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-20-2019, 03:36 AM
 
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Insomnia, and constantly worrying about those I know...
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post #12969 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-20-2019, 07:58 AM
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Getting worse by the day. No hope, no desire, no motivation for anything right now. Especially work. Sitting here at my desk basically starting at the wall because I have little to do and cannot focus even on that.


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post #12970 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-20-2019, 05:50 PM
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The future continues to be scarily uncertain and I'm conflicted with making a great decision but I don't know what to do. I still have Japanese translation as a deep passion and interest but I still feel it's too risky and a bad idea for me to go with Foreign Language (or anything else under Liberal Arts, for that matter) as a major. Computer Science sounds like a much more secure idea job-wise, but I'm not sure if I'll make it in the major (I suck at Math) and now I hear pay for software engineers in Japan is ****. I'm afraid that'll put a damper on my goal to one day live there..

Well, I'm sure there are alot of alternatives and I don't know how bad the pay for developers in Japan really is..considering I only went off of hearsay from other people online and it may be a relative thing. (High income isn't one of my priorities at all. I just want to earn a decent salary at best.) It's not like I know already whether or not I will decide to stay there long-term, either.

Now I've been thinking about double majoring in Foreign Language and CS but I was told the cost would exceed in-state tuition. I've considered majoring in one and minoring in the other, but I don't know what that will really do to my job prospects for either. I don't want it to end up that my CS minor is seen as useless and on top of that my Language major has screwed me out of a job, or vice versa.

On another note, there's still some glaring personal problems that make me worried if I'll end up having to stop my education again or not. My mother is effectively going through with trying to sell the house now, but now that she lost her job she's having difficulty paying it off. I'm scared if we might get evicted before she can.

I'm terrified there are only increasingly bigger road blocks ahead that I won't be able to overcome anymore. I feel like an idiot fighting a losing battle.



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Yet I don't even step outside
So many sacrifices keep me alive
Yet I don't even bother to survive."



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post #12971 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-20-2019, 11:16 PM
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Getting home was rough.

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post #12972 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-21-2019, 06:05 AM
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High school reunion tonight, anxious.

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post #12973 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-21-2019, 01:00 PM
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High school reunion tonight, anxious.
You can do it mate.

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post #12974 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 03:20 AM
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Why do I care so much what one has to say in response WHEN ITS FREAKIN 4 AM AND EVERYONE IS ASLEEP. Fml. Brb, tired of neuroses.
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post #12975 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 05:22 AM
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Every ****ing morning. Mood 2 or 3 out of 10. Moclobemide + caffeine seem to act as a stimulant and my mood boosts up to 7 or 8 by the evening, and then i crash.

Social contact is also a driver for positive mood for me, its ridiculous. When I feel alone and abandoned, my loneliness just skyrockets and I feel totally horrible.

I went to my "friends" last night, and tbh, I just hated it. They aren't my kind of people. And I was getting weird "vibes" from them, tbh. I am very good at picking up irregularities on body language, though I am unable to attribute meaning.



Last two weeks. This isn't normal. Every low point is when I wake up.

Enough about me, lets talk about you, what do you think about me?
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post #12976 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 01:38 PM
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Great song. Before I played it I was trying to work out what the title was - it started with why don't you get ... and I instantly thought it was going to be ... get a life. (sounds like something I should think about doing again soon.)

Sounds like you're Mum's driving you nuts. I'm very glad my son doesn't live with his mother anymore. I'd have a lot more to worry about than whether her iPad is listening to her or not.
Lol it's a great song, it cheers me up. I think I might have to join that band wagon.

Yeahh, it's a little bit too b*tchy for my liking. She was away on holiday last week and my nerves have calmed something shocking. I think that's pretty normal. Hopefully gives you more time to relax! Is there still talks of the iPad? I really want to think it's just a virus or a little bit of paranoia.

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post #12977 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 01:55 PM
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My Sunday to do list is done:

Important documents filled out ✔ DONE
Cat litter cleaned and cat fed ✔ DONE
Counters, desks, tables, drawers, chairs, sinks disinfected and cleaned ✔ DONE
Floors: broomed, vaccummed, and mopped ✔ DONE
Toilet: sparkly clean ✔ DONE
Dishes: washed ✔ DONE
Laundry ✔ DONE

Nowwwww... I mean. It's right there. Right in my closet. Everything I need to do is done. There are maybe 8-10 hours left in this day. Yesss... I could brush up on my knowledge about certain things to make me advance in my career, work on a few projects, buttttttt. Why not get a little buzz and buy a WoW subscription instead. Damn! Okay no. Maybe yes. Gas and the brakes. I'll stop when it starts feeling good. How about that?
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post #12978 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 01:59 PM
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Lol it's a great song, it cheers me up. I think I might have to join that band wagon.

Yeahh, it's a little bit too b*tchy for my liking. She was away on holiday last week and my nerves have calmed something shocking. I think that's pretty normal. Hopefully gives you more time to relax! Is there still talks of the iPad? I really want to think it's just a virus or a little bit of paranoia.
If it's any consolation my son and my wife drive each other nuts too. I went up there on Saturday and when my son arrived it was sort of like a tornado hit the damn house. We spent the next few hours trying to talk about it all. As usual I was sitting between them acting as referee. I still feel so tired it's like I've been hit by a truck.

Oh no she's forgotten all about the iPad now - there's always something else to deal with at her place.
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Impressive that you keep track of thät sort of stuff.

Humans need to socialize, as are very social.

I remember someone said one time to override that mood is to wake up, get up.

Don't linger too long before getting up.
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post #12980 of 13220 (permalink) Old 09-22-2019, 08:06 PM
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I think I'm gonna have to suck it up and go to the doctors. I hate going I feel like Im going to get diagnosed with cancer or something else really horrible.

I've been having major difficulties breathing. I think it's related to my job and stress. Could be the change in weather too. Im guessing it's my asthma coming back. I used to have it bad when I was younger. But part of me thinks it could be something worse and I don't want to face it.

I'm also gonna have to cancel my dentist appointment because I can't handle doing these two things at the same time. But it takes forever to get an appointment at the dentist... weeks! But it's just too much

Really struggling right now. Also, my crush has a gf and I'm.. crushed.
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