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I'm truly sorry that I am a complete failure.

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I just feel very empty, been feeling increasingly suicidal...which I don't know if that's due to being bullied and micromanaged at my current workplace, my lack of a social life, a chemical imbalance. All three? if not other factors....but I'm finding myself in that depressed daze. Where I zone out for long periods of time....like the other day I somehow willed myself to drive to the gym but I sat in my car for 30+ minutes or so just laying in my car trying to feel "okay" enough to go inside. Or zoning out on my lunch break or on my way home just thinking about dying...


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Everyday, more and more I feel like George from Seinfeld in some ways even though I'm not a guy.
It's okay Shelbs, even though I am a dude, I feel like George too, hahaha.

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So sick of constantly having only split seconds to carefully come up with the perfect set of words to answer a question. Words that do not get nitpicked, twisted and get manifested into any long term problems. It is like being constantly answering interrogating questions to a prosecutor or detective. It's so stressful living this way.


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I read an article about the psychological stress and torment of facebook moderators. The horrible environments they work in, and the absolute garbage they have to moderate 24/7. The part about the videos of animal abuse consisting of teenagers mutilating an iguana, learning that it was screaming in pain, and the police didn't do anything about it, or the guy with the baseball bat that bludgeoned a bunch of puppies. This is just facebook too, but apparently the moderators see this stuff pop up constantly and have to contend with seeing it and taking it down. I could barely finish the article, without feeling sick to my stomach. My overall disgust with humanity has been increased tonight. I won't be sleeping. Ugh.

here's the article for any inquiring minds. It comes with this disclaimer, one I did not take seriously:

"Content warning: This story contains descriptions of violent acts against people and animals, accounts of sexual harassment and post-traumatic stress disorder, and other potentially disturbing content."

https://www.theverge.com/platform/am...ognizant-tampa


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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
Mate. <a href="http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/images/smilies/sigh.gif" border="0" alt="" title="" >:-)</a>
I know it's just depressing lol
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Everyday, more and more I feel like George from Seinfeld in some ways even though I'm not a guy.
I'm sorry you're feeling George today. I did get a chuckle, though...I think this is common and why George is such a great metaphor for how many of us see ourselves.
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post #12650 of 13107 (permalink) Old 06-20-2019, 05:30 AM
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@A Toxic Butterfly

I see what you saying about the animals, some of it pretty brutal (first stages of a potential serial killer as they harm animals before humans).

The hair part, how did they know it was that type of hair?
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I know it's just depressing lol
If think about it one can become depressed. Try to distract yourself by watching something funny or happy.
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If think about it one can become depressed. Try to distract yourself by watching something funny or happy.
Yeah that's probably a good idea.
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Yeah that's probably a good idea.
Try this.

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Not sure if that would help to distract from what you read (knowing that you like dogs), or if you can view it on your device.

Thought I would at least try.
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Yeah that's probably a good idea.
Try this.

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Not sure if that would help to distract from what you read (knowing that you like dogs), or if you can view it on your device.

Thought I would at least try.
aw bless em
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aw bless em
So trusting and get all that food, tummy rubs, etc.
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Everyday, more and more I feel like George from Seinfeld in some ways even though I'm not a guy.
Georgette ?
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So trusting and get all that food, tummy rubs, etc.
When I trust I get it broken lol. I want food and tummy rubs
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Yeah @A Toxic Butterfly when you see some of the things humanity is capable of it makes you depressed to be part of it.






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No one to talk to, nobody cares, nobody loves me or ever will. I'm sorry I am not cool or sexy. Sorry I'm a loser. I'm sorry I'm so sensitive.

I'm just a waste and useless. Alone forever.

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