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I have almost nothing to do until July - on vacation, no friends, family doesn't like me, and all of my appointments/life stuff/professional development is scheduled for July-August.

I guess I'll just keeping making crochet coasters . . .

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post #12582 of 13980 (permalink) Old 06-19-2019, 10:21 AM
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I have to give a presentation today. Not that that particularly bothers me too too much. Not as much as the product I have to present being unfinished and unworkable. Worked on it from 5:30PM to 5:30AM after getting home yesterday. Couldn't sleep afterwards due to the stress of the whole thing. Probably a good thing I waited till a more advanced age to start schooling. I'm still pretty bad at it, and at being an adult for that matter. I could really use a drink.
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I don't have enough online friends. I still have a little cough but it's loud and aggressive. I don't have the motivation to go out by myself now that I'm still on medication unless I really have to get something.
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This stomach ulcer is killing me. Tablets aren't working for it anymore.. Blah. Asking for a doctor in this place can be a pain in the *** and the staff don't really listen to you. Diversions you don't need in life.

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I don't have enough online friends. I still have a little cough but it's loud and aggressive. I don't have the motivation to go out by myself now that I'm still on medication unless I really have to get something.
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Aw thanks I really appreciated that Mondo.
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Aw thanks I really appreciated that Mondo.
You're welcome.
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post #12591 of 13980 (permalink) Old 06-19-2019, 06:43 PM
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I just feel very empty, been feeling increasingly suicidal...which I don't know if that's due to being bullied and micromanaged at my current workplace, my lack of a social life, a chemical imbalance. All three? if not other factors....but I'm finding myself in that depressed daze. Where I zone out for long periods of time....like the other day I somehow willed myself to drive to the gym but I sat in my car for 30+ minutes or so just laying in my car trying to feel "okay" enough to go inside. Or zoning out on my lunch break or on my way home just thinking about dying...

"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
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Everyday, more and more I feel like George from Seinfeld in some ways even though I'm not a guy.
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I just feel very empty, been feeling increasingly suicidal...which I don't know if that's due to being bullied and micromanaged at my current workplace, my lack of a social life, a chemical imbalance. All three? if not other factors....but I'm finding myself in that depressed daze. Where I zone out for long periods of time....like the other day I somehow willed myself to drive to the gym but I sat in my car for 30+ minutes or so just laying in my car trying to feel "okay" enough to go inside. Or zoning out on my lunch break or on my way home just thinking about dying...


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Everyday, more and more I feel like George from Seinfeld in some ways even though I'm not a guy.
It's okay Shelbs, even though I am a dude, I feel like George too, hahaha.

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So sick of constantly having only split seconds to carefully come up with the perfect set of words to answer a question. Words that do not get nitpicked, twisted and get manifested into any long term problems. It is like being constantly answering interrogating questions to a prosecutor or detective. It's so stressful living this way.

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I read an article about the psychological stress and torment of facebook moderators. The horrible environments they work in, and the absolute garbage they have to moderate 24/7. The part about the videos of animal abuse consisting of teenagers mutilating an iguana, learning that it was screaming in pain, and the police didn't do anything about it, or the guy with the baseball bat that bludgeoned a bunch of puppies. This is just facebook too, but apparently the moderators see this stuff pop up constantly and have to contend with seeing it and taking it down. I could barely finish the article, without feeling sick to my stomach. My overall disgust with humanity has been increased tonight. I won't be sleeping. Ugh.

here's the article for any inquiring minds. It comes with this disclaimer, one I did not take seriously:

"Content warning: This story contains descriptions of violent acts against people and animals, accounts of sexual harassment and post-traumatic stress disorder, and other potentially disturbing content."

https://www.theverge.com/platform/am...ognizant-tampa

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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
Mate.
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It feels like everybody just hurts me. Probably better to be all alone.
Mate. <a href="http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/images/smilies/sigh.gif" border="0" alt="" title="" >:-)</a>
I know it's just depressing lol
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