Join Date: Aug 2013
Location: barely livings ave.
Mother went on a psychotic rage trying to break down my door, today. Well, first my own, then I went into her bedroom in a desperate attempt to ignore her. You could see the entire door shaking from how hard she was slamming it..I really thought she was going to completely break it down. I had my headphones on to ignore her screaming, but I got pretty damn scared. I gave her the benefit of the doubt that she was much better than previous years, before our stepdad came in the picture, but she's still pretty damn off her rocker. And, then to think I heard through her screaming that I was "living like a 5 year old"...a grown woman that threw a temper tantrum and almost broke a door down just because she wanted to "talk about something important". (Which is usually only more yelling in my face)
It's too bad I feel like I may never escape her, though I keep telling myself I will. It's turning into a desperate situation.
"So many resources keep me alive
Yet I don't even step outside
So many sacrifices keep me alive
Yet I don't even bother to survive."
"If you think we waste too much then you can sacrifice yourself
Don't push your values
Push your values
Onto the crowd."