Join Date: Aug 2018
Location: For security reasons not saying
Instead of making a whole thread about it, I guess I'll just talk about it here.
New Years Eve/New Year. I'm starting to despise it as an overrated celebration, The midnight Kiss, the idea everyone is finding true love, watching a ball drop, resolutions we know we won't keep. The Kiss especially. I've spent a long time now feeling bad cause I have to sit around while other guys get to potentially meet someone and get the midnight kiss.
Considering the #1 thing alot of people post about on here, this isn't the worst thing but the news media puts this pressure on me that I have to have the kiss, also if I go out I have to see it and it makes me uncomfortable to be standing back on my own while everyone else is kissing. Honestly the last time I had a new years kiss was 2 years ago. I know compared to other people here I shouldn't be complaining.
It seems to always bother me, like its a sign of good luck, if I get kissed it means things will get better, something good will happen to me. Superstitious maybe. I know I could just stay home but I have friends who want to go to New Years Meet up events, and I'm always going because I always hope there will be someone there to meet. Never works out.
This year I've decided to just spend it at home, no matter what my friends say I'm not going out, I've had enough heartbreak, and disappointment in 2018, I don't need any for 2019.
I have a lot of plans alot and I've only just begun