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post #10601 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 02:49 AM
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Upcoming NYE.

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post #10602 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 04:20 AM
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Didnt sleep. Feel awful. Just makes the sadness worse

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post #10603 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 06:51 AM
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I’m on the edge today....anxiety sky high. Been awhile since I have felt this bad. Family event today with some people who are uh, challenging to be around. I always get a spike in anxiety around New Years Eve as well. No friends or significant other to hang with and the feeling of another year gone by with no progress or changes is tough to handle.
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post #10604 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 01:08 PM
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Instead of making a whole thread about it, I guess I'll just talk about it here.

New Years Eve/New Year. I'm starting to despise it as an overrated celebration, The midnight Kiss, the idea everyone is finding true love, watching a ball drop, resolutions we know we won't keep. The Kiss especially. I've spent a long time now feeling bad cause I have to sit around while other guys get to potentially meet someone and get the midnight kiss.

Considering the #1 thing alot of people post about on here, this isn't the worst thing but the news media puts this pressure on me that I have to have the kiss, also if I go out I have to see it and it makes me uncomfortable to be standing back on my own while everyone else is kissing. Honestly the last time I had a new years kiss was 2 years ago. I know compared to other people here I shouldn't be complaining.

It seems to always bother me, like its a sign of good luck, if I get kissed it means things will get better, something good will happen to me. Superstitious maybe. I know I could just stay home but I have friends who want to go to New Years Meet up events, and I'm always going because I always hope there will be someone there to meet. Never works out.

This year I've decided to just spend it at home, no matter what my friends say I'm not going out, I've had enough heartbreak, and disappointment in 2018, I don't need any for 2019.

I have a lot of plans alot and I've only just begun
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post #10605 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 07:14 PM
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post #10606 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 07:18 PM
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Feeling like I did something wrong but not sure what I did wrong and if I even did anything wrong is messing with my head.

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post #10607 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 07:21 PM
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Everyone is going to be looking so sharp tomorrow.....I'm not dressing up for multiple reasons and my hair is a mess......feeling like people are going to be like eww.

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post #10608 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 07:27 PM
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post #10609 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 07:49 PM
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When the lovely people of this galaxy have life issues that they are struggling with, it bothers me.

Hopefully dancing with Groot can bring balance to the galaxy with distraction -


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post #10610 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 08:14 PM
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You ever get so down you have to take a knee? Like just a feeling of being completely broken down. I could tell everyone else is getting tired. The missed opportunities and lack of a normal social life really got to me. I know it's because I watched my 3 older brothers grow. They were all successful in that part of life that im trying to relate to. That bothers me.
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post #10612 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 08:31 PM
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post #10613 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 08:42 PM
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Not sure how to really spend my New Year's, but I want it to be memorable since this has been a great one at least.

Sucks that it'll probably be raining so I don't think there will be fireworks here.

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post #10614 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 10:02 PM
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I've been pretty paranoid the last few days. I'm with my family over winter break from college and wasn't able to get a job. I feel like a burden that they can't wait to get rid of because all I do it sit around on my computer and I know they think I should be out doing something fun but if I wanna do anything I need to ask for money/a ride. Money is tight and we only have one car they use to go to work so I also feel like a burden asking for anything. I'm pretty much sitting here feeling guilty for existing no matter what lol
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Not sure how to really spend my New Year's, but I want it to be memorable since this has been a great one at least.

Sucks that it'll probably be raining so I don't think there will be fireworks here.
If its been a great year then celebrate.
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post #10616 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-30-2018, 11:08 PM
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post #10617 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-31-2018, 01:42 AM
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Stuff from work. I'm very upset right now.

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post #10618 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-31-2018, 01:48 AM
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**** this ****ty life ...why dont i just ****ing die!

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post #10619 of 13100 (permalink) Old 12-31-2018, 01:00 PM
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Wow, the man here woke me up earlier cause I heard him getting mad on the phone with some man. He called him the n word, then said he was going to kill him all over a few dollars.

That's what he gets for taking advantage of me before. Hope the man keeps the money. Just ridiculous to get mad at someone saying you're going to kill them. Sure seems to have plenty of money to go all over the city and eat unhealthy, fast food everyday.
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Why do I keep self-sabotaging, I know the reasons.. but now it's become a habit & I can't help myself

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Saltwater at the end of Spring
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Sunrise when you call my name
Oh I thought you had something to say
When the tide washed me in
You and I no longer a thing
Unrepentantly I've waited for you



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