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post #10241 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-09-2018, 09:54 PM
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When you don't even realize how you're feeling until someone else points it out, and that just triggers the flood gates of emotion.

I was on the phone with my dad talking about life & he mentioned me needing a mental health day to myself. Than the other day I was watching TV and was randomly asked why I looked so sad. I think maybe I try to distract myself a bit too much, or push certain things to the side to get on with my day or to "feel better" but I'm not really. It's almost neglect? Because I refuse to acknowledge or confront my feelings. Instead settling for distraction or brushing them under the rug thinking they don't need to be addressed. So when someone points it out. It's a bit like a train that was once going full speed all the sudden colliding into a solid force and the carts crashing into each other, one by one. There's nothing to distract me, everything comes to the surface and I'm slammed into by all the things I've been trying to push down. I become very aware that I'm not really okay.

"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
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post #10242 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 01:15 AM
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But your Christmas tree is so krasivaya! Hope you're feeling better today/tomorrow.
spasiba! appreciate the kind words I am doing better thanks. It comes and goes in waves. Hope you are well!
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post #10243 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 01:36 AM
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My brother and his wife just shipped her a pretty expensive massage chair since she kept complaining about back and neck pain to them, so they probably got the hint she was expecting them to do something for her about it. Then she saw it and she was ecstatic and happy yelling how it must've been this one past client of hers and that he is like a son to her. Saying how thoughtful he is because he knew about her constant sore back and neck. Ranting how he should've been his actual son instead. Even though the billing receipt was written to my brother's name. She flat ignored it. Then I shoved the receipt at her face telling her it's from her son not her "other son". She just went "oh..." and she suddenly went quiet and mumbled "what am I gonna do with this giant useless clutter?" And complaining how its impractical.

Now I am really considering stealing back the unopened gift I got her and return it.

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My life is *****ed at the moment and I feel like sh*t. And I don’t know why anyone would be interested in me or want to get to know me.
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post #10247 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 01:13 PM
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post #10248 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 03:52 PM
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My old high school classmate having feelings for me. He already confess his love to me several months ago. He went to the extreme of sending a voice recording confession one time. Now is this love poem he recently wrote that sound too much like me.


I feel awkward and uncomfortable........it only work unless I like you back. {Which is rare} If I don't then don't bother to express yourself.

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post #10249 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 04:12 PM
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My old high school classmate having feelings for me. He already confess his love to me several months ago. He went to the extreme of sending a voice recording confession one time. Now is this love poem he recently wrote that sound too much like me.


I feel awkward and uncomfortable........it only work unless I like you back. {Which is rare} If I don't then don't bother to express yourself.

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I can't believe how long it took me to realise you had just changed your username. For a while I thought it was a new user.
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post #10250 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 04:14 PM
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I can't believe how long it took me to realise you had just changed your username. For a while I thought it was a new user.
Ha Ha: D
Yes I changed my name: )

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post #10251 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 04:39 PM
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My life is *****ed at the moment and I feel like sh*t. And I don’t know why anyone would be interested in me or want to get to know me.
sorry to hear. From what I see around here you seem cool and interesting and you're definitely really kind. Plus when I was at my lowest one of your comments to me helped cheer me up a lil. So what I'm saying is, anyone would be really lucky to know you even if you don't think so.
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post #10252 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 05:16 PM
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I feel so much anxiety just posting here. Like, I am just automatically doing something wrong simply by posting. Or just existing. I'm epileptic too, so it doesn't help that when I'm anxious I have petit-mal seizures and I'm anxious about that too. My whole LIFE I feel is like that robot from Futurama that always explodes every time he's anxious. Except I have a seizure.
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post #10253 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-10-2018, 10:03 PM
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And wet she rose from the lake, and fast and fleet went she
One half the form of a maiden fair with a jet black mare's body

And loud, long and shrill he blew til his steed was by his side
High overhead the grey hawk flew and swiftly did he ride
Saying "Course well, my brindled hound, and fetch me the jet black mare
Stoop and strike, my good grey hawk, and bring me the maiden fair"
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Depression hit me like a freight train mid-gym.

I thought I was physically sick for a second cuz I couldn't muster any energy. Then that familiar daze came over

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Well ****, now I’m almost definitely sure I fractured my wrist.
See you soon ER, my old friend.
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post #10257 of 13625 (permalink) Old 12-11-2018, 12:12 AM
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Aww.

I wish you a speedy recovery.
Thanks, my fault, I fell off a ladder trying to paint the wall. Hopefully it’s nothing but better to be sure.
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Got harassed/bullied by a bunch of guys in public transport today and now I want an asteroid to hit the earth. Humans are trashed, society is trash all of it should disappear. There was even bystanders and they didn't do much and I had to go through the south exit... **** me because they were blocking me.

Fine no asteroid, then where's Lucifer???

I was feeling better this morning but that went out the window because and now I feel psychotic and vindictive.

I don't wanna exist
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Got harassed/bullied by a bunch of guys in public transport today and now I want an asteroid to hit the earth. Humans are trashed, society is trash all of it should disappear. There was even bystanders and they didn't do much and I had to go through the south exit... **** me because they were blocking me.

Fine no asteroid, then where's Lucifer???

I was feeling better this morning but that went out the window because and now I feel psychotic and vindictive.
Jeez people are horrible I'm so sorry that happened.
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