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post #1741 of 1773 (permalink) Old 06-30-2020, 12:05 PM
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Feeling very guilty now. I wish I could be the person that could comfort someone in pain, but I'm not. Not only am I awkward but intimacy feels like cutting limbs off so I just avoid it. It would be nice if he didn't take it so personally. I'd tell him that it's just me, but then he would start trying to comfort me which I really don't want or need.


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post #1742 of 1773 (permalink) Old 06-30-2020, 04:26 PM
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Yes, I'm going to be a bit selfish for saying this... But you even said to come to you if I am needing someone to 'confide' in some sense.

Well...where are you? Actually, it's probably best that I don't know.
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I was just thinking about all my past dates I used to go on and literally all of them wanted me to drive all the way to see them. Think there might've been only one that would meet up halfway. I must not have been that worth it to them. And there was one date I went on that brought another girl on our second date. Most of my dates sucked ***. lol
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Hypochondria is in overdrive again. Yes, I am concerned about Covid but that isnít the reason why my hypochondria is back. Anxiety has been high of late and I know anxiety and stress can cause weird symptoms but I just donít know. Plus I have too much time on my hands to overthink and worry.
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Today i overshared again. I hate that feeling when you feel like you overshared.


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post #1748 of 1773 (permalink) Old 07-01-2020, 02:38 PM
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I wish he would just shut the **** up.


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My mother calling me. I almost never answer, but it bothers me intensely just to see her attempting to contact me.
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Can't sleep, my anxiety is so bad right now. It's been a long time since i've felt this way. All because I know im about to meet my roomates gf for the first time tomorrow and I know damn well that im barely going to talk to her and most likely hide in my room. Why the **** am i like this.

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post #1752 of 1773 (permalink) Old 07-01-2020, 11:37 PM
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Ehh, I don't know. I'm feeling a bit lonely as always. I get this feeling that a classmate of mine from college doesn't want to talk to me very much. I think we used to get along, but lately I've been the one to start conversations, so it's been kinda draining. Maybe it's better to just not talk to this person, even if that means I'll feel more isolated.

Gosh, I really have like no one to talk to.
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Coworkers can be so cruel. One of my workers that only works once a week is officially leaving for good a month before I take my paid vacation and I have to take my vacation before October. Oh, I'm definitely telling my boss that I want my vacation days and I will tell her it's not fair everyone else gets to get theirs and I have a worker that intentionally decides to leave a month before I get mine. She legally has to allow me to get my one week vacation. Funny how she worked all those vacation days for the manager before me but won't do it for me. I better get someone hired before my vacation cause if not I'll take it off regardless. It's probably cause I'm young. I get so much **** from people.
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I dont see the point of speaking to literally anyone except for my mother and two of my sisters. Screw the rest. I was done with people a long time ago and now I'm done with them even more. People really need to stop messing with me. 😡
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So much music is love songs. I never have or will experience what these people are singing about.
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Interactions with humans are often disappointing.

I'm trying to be slightly more sociable but I oft see the futility in my efforts.

I gave my number to someone and they said that they would text me because they were the one whom wanted to be my "friend". They never do though.

Gave my number to another person and have chatted with them on a couple occasions but have noticed that whenever the conversation veers away from being about them, they immediately stop the interaction. This most recent occasion, they stopped texting me after only 3 exchanges. Most people really only care to talk about themselves for the entirety of an interaction and I just find that to be tiresome and drab. Talking to this individual is not fulfilling.

I should've stuck to my guns and never have given my number out to anyone. I hate knowing that quite a few failed attempts at friendships have my number. I guess i'm just meant to be alone. Can't really connect with people.

We haven't lived in anything remotely close to "real" since the turn of the century.
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They don't care about yu. You can't be on someones priority list if you were never on it from the start. Everything you thought was a delusion. And i'm sorry you had to go through it. They do not care, or think about you.


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