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post #1241 of 2138 (permalink) Old 01-15-2020, 07:43 AM
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Going to work everyday is gut wrenching. The more I try to keep to myself the more judgement and prying I attract. I've become a favorite topic of gossip and people make up all kinds of crazy hostile things about me.

Chicken boy is the worst as I call him. He likes to follow me around clucking like a chicken. He's gotten so good at it that I think he actually practices.

He knows when I'm nervous, because he does it whenever my anxiety shows. If I have to say something over the radio, he'll even come on the radio immediately after me and do the noise. He also does it after I sound nervous while talking to someone, he'll walk by me and do the noise while I'm struggling to get the words out.

Even the chick I have a crush on makes comments about how I think "girls are scary".

I feel ashamed of myself pretty much all day everyday that I'm there.
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chirping - tinnitus, animal, or hallucination? - looked but not found - no way to tell!

Is it just me or is it getting crazier out there.
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I have to do something social this weekend that I don't want to do, and I'm dreading it.

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post #1247 of 2138 (permalink) Old 01-18-2020, 07:42 AM
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One day I think my life is going quite well and the next day everything goes downhill. Job search is stressing me out so much and it definitely is time for me to start earning my own money, but I'm just confused and lost and angry at myself because I can't do anything right. Why don't I have a really good and useful talent that I can make into a job of some sort? Why do I have to be this talentless? I just want to have a stable job that I like.

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Oh look more snow *rolls eyes* Just when I think I couldn’t hate this city anymore..ugh! Even before the bad weather of the last few days, it’s been really depressing here. Grumpy, unfriendly,
overall miserable people...at work, running errands, everywhere it seems. This is a really awful place to live for so many reasons.
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post #1251 of 2138 (permalink) Old 01-22-2020, 12:12 PM
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Being manipulated into doing something that I didn't want to do in the first place, and then being stood up. I'm tired of these ****ing mind games.

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People and their passive aggressiveness.

Don't let people treat you like dirt.
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post #1254 of 2138 (permalink) Old 01-25-2020, 05:56 PM
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post #1255 of 2138 (permalink) Old 01-25-2020, 09:03 PM
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I'm so sick of getting mean looks from coworkers. I also said good morning to someone at work and she just looked at me with a mean look on her face and didnt say anything.

Three people got an attitude with me recently. All young people or people around my age too. Like you should be my friend, not act like a grumpy manager to me. I'm so tired of this stupid taboo that its weird to not have friends. Let's be real here. No one really wants friends or even if they do eventually a lot of them dont want to be friends. I'm a human with emotions too. And if people think I shouldn't want people to treat me nicely and not be rude to my face well you're retarded and insane. Cause obviously no one wants to be treated like ****. And if they act like they want to be treated like crap they're lying cause that's just weird.

Having people be rude to my face has made me more quiet again and that is not my fault. If I dont want people gossiping about me then of course I'm not gonna want to talk. But doesnt mean I'm gonna get an attitude with the very few people who are being nice to me or give them the cold shoulder. I dont care if someone is having a bad day. It's not an excuse to be rude to my face or give me a snobby look or give me the cold shoulder. It makes me super uncomfortable. Maybe people dont like me cause I'm ****ing autistic.
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Today was so surreal. Can't believe he's really gone. I told my mom the news and she cried. Back in the day we watched some of the 2009 and 2010 games together. I had to hold back tears. Just can't believe they died like that.

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I have tried to block as much news as I can but even the few other sites I visit have been nothing but sad, outright depressing and horrible stories over the past few days. Social media has been particularly bad. I can’t take hearing about all this sadness as I am already depressed enough. I think I might need to take a break from the internet for awhile and be in the dark about things. I don’t want to go that extreme but I may have to.
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