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post #1161 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-10-2019, 05:54 PM
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I dont like being around people at all anymore. I enjoy my own company. Not really a frustration I guess.
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post #1162 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-11-2019, 09:32 AM
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Open enrollment is here. Obamacare made it more expensive and that weasel trump chose to ignore it. Another FU to America's health care system.
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post #1163 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-11-2019, 10:11 AM
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That I'm not in Florida.

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post #1164 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-11-2019, 10:29 AM
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Been buying stuff online quite a bit lately..it is stuff I don’t particularly want or have a need for to try and fill the emptiness. It is not working, in fact it is actually making me feel worse. The sun hasn’t been out here in weeks and it is snowing yet again today. Numerous things are bothering me very much right now and I can’t really deal with most of it.
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post #1165 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-12-2019, 06:00 PM
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My sister's ex bf is the definition of a douchebag. Ewww.
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post #1166 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-14-2019, 08:13 PM
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Just thinking about all the time wasted thinking I used to look fat then I stumble upon older pics of myself and I look almost skinny in them. Smh. :/

Still struggling with BDD. It's why I dont like to get on the scale to weigh myself. I literally have gotten nervous and started shaking the last time I ever weighed myself which was like 5 years ago but some of it is probably muscle weight. I also don't like the thought of having the health of a 55 year old so it's good to eat healthy regardless. Just seems gross to be in such unhealthy conditions for myself.
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post #1167 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-16-2019, 01:38 PM
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I wasted my gas and I wasted 2 hours of my day going to an appointment that apparently I wasnt supposed to go to today even though they scheduled it for me today. I'm so livid I want to throw things.
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post #1168 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-19-2019, 12:46 PM
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post #1169 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-19-2019, 02:03 PM
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Lack of emotional support.

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post #1170 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-19-2019, 02:34 PM
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I'm baffled that this woman at work had the nerve to come in to work yelling at me me today and I told my boss. She still does nothing about it. Yet I'm her manager and all I did was be nice. My boss wanted to make up an excuse for her saying that one of the higher ups talks loud to her and she takes it the wrong way. What? But this is different. That was your boss. This woman isnt my manager. I'm her manager. And she was clearly yelling cause she was mad. She wasnt just talking loud cause that's how her voice sounds. No. She gets an attitude. ****ing duh. One of my coworkers saw her yelling at me and didnt back me up.

In fact, she was a manager I used to work for too who saw her yelling at me and also always had an attitude problem and I never told on her cause she was my manager. But now that Im manager, even if I speak up someone can yell at me to my face? That's work abuse. Plain and simple. So I'm done with people for good. I get treated like garbage.
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post #1171 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-19-2019, 09:00 PM
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I didn't really want to reply to that conversation. If I did, I'd probably say, "you ****ed up" and cease talking. Because you did goof and not a small one either. I gave so many chances to talk and not one of those gave any more clarity to whatever you tried to dump on me. Thanks.
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post #1172 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-20-2019, 04:00 PM
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Funny how some guy at work tells me both me and that woman need to be adults and get everything straightened out. Says the guy who gossips at work and doesnt act mature. Yea, cause I'm real immature for wanting to stand up for myself against a woman who acts like Donald Trump in her texts to me and wants to take so many days off of work and comes in the store yelling at me about her schedule. Cause I'm soooooo immature for that. I used to walk to work for like 8 months straight. Bet you never had to walk to work before.
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post #1173 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-20-2019, 07:09 PM
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I don't know how to move from my current job.

I honestly want to quit but I don't want to leave behind a mess for the folk who have been reasonably nice to me. Why they've been nice—I have no clue. I'm assuming it's due to my nervousness. However, it doesn't present itself well in situations where the circumstances call for confidence—which I currently lack.

I don't feel like this job is helping me mentally. It's helped a bit professionally, but I don't think I'm a fit for how they run things and the culture.

I think I'd excel more in a space that has structure, clearly defines roles and duties, and doesn't deviate from those schemas to the extent I've seen myself go through with this job.

I prefer predictability but more than that, I need time.

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post #1174 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-20-2019, 07:58 PM
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My mother got the results of her surgery, it was considered a success. But they discovered more cancer in a different place now so she has to go through the whole surgical procedure again next month.

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post #1175 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-21-2019, 01:31 AM
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post #1177 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-22-2019, 01:41 AM
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I definitely need to be more cautious and reluctant in starting interactions with people I never interacted with before, even if they have long shown that they are friendly to just about everyone else.

The truth is strictly what the ones in power perceives it to be.

Enjoy any good things, even the little and menial ones, as you will never know what impending distresses could descend upon you in a moment.
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Super uncomfortable phone call again. I wish everything wasn't excruciating. It's not even just an anxiety thing just all conversations are about illness and death or other excruciating personal topics. (so in other words it's a schizoid thing I suppose.)

Some people heard my words and thought it meant they knew me
Truth is, I don't exist, I'm just a soundtrack to your movie
Some background figure in a story that's already scripted
And what I feel's just felt for you to hear me ****ing spit it
I jump in many different heads through these words and poems
Always hoping maybe the next leap'll be my leap home

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post #1179 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-22-2019, 12:17 PM
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I am dull and boring to people.
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post #1180 of 1791 (permalink) Old 12-22-2019, 01:59 PM
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I'm pretty much done with other people. People tend to like me at first then grow to hate me so I guess I just have a terrible personality. Happens in real life and online. Even my own father doesn't want to talk to me and he always preferred my cousins anyways. My mother is the only one on the planet I can count on.

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