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Tired of suicidal thoughts and thinking it's the best option. Please sir can I have some more
The best option is always to give up; to Relax into the chaos.
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post #862 of 885 (permalink) Old 08-14-2019, 01:59 AM
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Yesterday I was tired as hell and in a very decent mood. Today I am rested and my mood was decent for 2 hours upon waking up, and now I'm angry, bored, restless, feeling like my coworkers are against me, I'm scared I'll be made redundant at work and lose my job and I just feel like starting fights with everyone. I'm just gonna sit back and marinate in this shxt mood and stare into space; there's no way I'm getting work done now.
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I think the best way to temporarily cheer myself up and live happy is to not care and worry what everyone else thinks about me. Of course its much easier said than done.. at least for me. Especially my well being really is strictly based on the exact opposite of this mindset. It's a really screwed up thing to subject upon yourself and others.


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People taking advantage of my kindness. Now I can usually tell when I'm being taken advantage of and I try to keep a distance from them. I usually have to get to know a person very well before opening up to them about personal issues or anything about me. It's hard for me to trust sometimes due to being hurt so many times....

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Apparently crunches are better than situps but I cant tell. I looked at a couple videos on how to do them correctly but I only feel a burn in my stomach area when I do situps, not crunches. I feel nothing from crunches except my arms getting a little tired on the back of my head.

I'm not lifting my back up and I have my chin downwards like the video said and I'm lifting up and down slowly. So not sure how that's going to get me anywhere.
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I have a feeling that even when I do become really talkative that girls still wont be willing to be friends with me. Its like I just give off this aura that repels them away from me. Still havent made friends with any girls yet even though I've been more talkative. Guess it just takes time.
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I'm down in the dumps again. But I'm sure I'll feel better later. :/
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Some mother****er just threw and egg at me from a car window as they drove by while I was standing waiting at the bus stop, I hope they ****in choke and die or someone in their family or multiple people they love, and with luck some how and egg will be the cause of death
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Some mother****er just threw and egg at me from a car window as they drove by while I was standing waiting at the bus stop, I hope they ****in choke and die or someone in their family or multiple people they love, and with luck some how and egg will be the cause of death
are you sincere in wishing death upon them?
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My mum constantly having a go at me for everything. She's never happy. She doesn't encourage me to progress in life. She's always the victim, even though I never go out of my way to act negatively unless provoked. It's like she makes a big drama and starts an argument everytime she wants to cancel plans, gets annoyed at me when I'm happy, or just gets bored and starts acting like a *****.

I've threaded out all of my toxic friends, leaving me to be pretty much on my own through the week. I can't wait for college to start so I can meet new people. Though I'm not ready just yet, get a part time job somewhere. Go to a make up course. Anything to kill this boredom and add some colour in my life. Right now everything is pretty grey and drab.

I've also got a thing about talking to new people. I feel really uncomfortable and my mind goes blank. On the off occasion I've had better days and even got invited to a party. But inevitably avoided in case there was drugs there. I am so boring.

Oh and that one crush I had with someone from my hometown. Totally went to pot. Ended up embarrassing myself.. I'm totally out of the playing field. I just wish I could meet someone nice and have a fun time with. I've been single forever.

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So I missed out on a pretty pivotal job opportunity because I didn't pass... a questionnaire? That ****ed up my morning.

Then I ran into some fortune and even got another job opportunity from a company I applied for months ago. God is good.

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My mum constantly having a go at me for everything. She's never happy. She doesn't encourage me to progress in life. She's always the victim, even though I never go out of my way to act negatively unless provoked. It's like she makes a big drama and starts an argument everytime she wants to cancel plans, gets annoyed at me when I'm happy, or just gets bored and starts acting like a *****.
NPD and maybe BPD

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I think your right. She's had her moments, sort of switches from nowhere. It can be difficult staying friends with her.

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flatmate always in the ****ing kitchen. other people have to eat too stupid *****

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I bet the guy that started this trend is doing well now...the longer I live the less I believe in being a nice guy or doing the right thing be worth it or a good means to get the ends you want
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