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How in the blind **** do you assume someone is interested in you just because they don't talk as much when you're around? Is it really that easy to mistake someone's complete apathy for you?

If you like someone, fine. But don't start rumors about what you *think* is going on in their head. That makes **** a whole lot worse. Some people really do just want to work and go home. Not relive high school.

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My 'personal demons' are what is going to be the end of me. And no, I'm not just talking about depression or anxiety - it's something way deeper than that. It's not going to change. I'd rather be dead.
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Potentially losing people you care about is never easy

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No one likes me. People suck.
I like you. Because that's the chance I start off everyone on. And it helps your username is cute/interesting\quirky. You have to give me reasons or do or say bad things for me to actually dislike you.

You're only saying that because that's what you think people are thinking because you're thinking that of yourself. I mean, people who don't know you couldn't possibly dislike you. They can't. They have nothing to base it on. If some stranger does dislike you and they don't even know you, then it's probably saying more negative about them than it could be about you.

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I'll start working in somewhere in a week and when visited there, I had a feeling, like people working in there hated that place :/. I also don't think that the company's sense of aesthetics fits me but there's nothing I can do about it for now. I hope that at least, I can learn about technical details there. I've heard that the company isn't as bad as I think.

Actually, what is bothering me the most is that people who are less successful at school, now have the chance of working at the biggest companies in here because they have some acquaintances or family members there. It always happens here in any kind of work area and that's really annoying.
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Grandpa went from saying, "If they want to fight then bring the fight to me and I'll show them how's it's done" to having no fight left in him at all. We're all exhausted trying to support and be there for him. It's a lot and I hate seeing him like this

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I like you. Because that's the chance I start off everyone on. And it helps your username is cute/interesting\quirky. You have to give me reasons or do or say bad things for me to actually dislike you.

You're only saying that because that's what you think people are thinking because you're thinking that of yourself. I mean, people who don't know you couldn't possibly dislike you. They can't. They have nothing to base it on. If some stranger does dislike you and they don't even know you, then it's probably saying more negative about them than it could be about you.
Well, thanks. And that does make sense. No one can't not like me if they don't know me or never talk to me.
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post #755 of 1169 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 07:56 PM
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So I've had this chair that an ex left at my house over a decade ago and it's been SEVEN years since we've been together. Throughout the years, she's stated that she was intending to pick it up, but nothing ever came of it. To be honest, I've always thought it was something she wanted to keep using as an excuse to see me or something. Near the end of our relationship, she would come over under the guise of "picking up the chair", we'd have sex and she'd leave. So, I must confess I didn't think she ever had any true intention of ever picking the chair up.

Fast forward to about 7 months ago. I'm doing some deep cleaning and really getting rid of the clutter around my room, old things I don't want - removing all the eyesores so to speak. In an inspired moment, I throw out the chair. Honestly, maybe I could have sent her a message to let her know at least it was at the curb, but I took the easy route and said nothing. I didn't feel like holding on to it until god knows when, nor did I really care to see her. She's never been someone who comes and goes easily.

So... She asks me about the chair today and I tell her I threw it out almost a year ago. She goes on this long winded rant about how hurt she is that I would do something like that and starts acting incredibly dramatic... Blah, blah - the usual routine about how she's a victim.

If she really wanted the damn chair, she's had over 2200 days to make an opportunity to come pick it up.

Not sure what the point of this rant is. I'm just glad I rid myself of that disaster relationship when I did. I really don't think she's changed since the day I met her. Cooked.

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I don't know where I belong either. I don't fit in with anyone. I feel like a dead man watching the world die. Jealous that they're dying together. When will I live again? Can I live again?
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I have a problem with fine and gross motor skills, which is probably the root cause of my SA and depression.
I feel I might have dyspraxia/ADHD-PI/High functioning autism..I've never been able to interact with people in a 'normal' way..But in India it's difficult to obtain a diagnosis. Doctors are simply not aware of dyspraxia.
Add to that my mom's health issues (schizophrenia), the academic scholarship chances I blew up because of my anxieties about the future, death of a close relative, the general issues a woman has to face in my country..
Overall I just wish I could die soon..but I'm silll fighting on, hoping things can improve..

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