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post #561 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-13-2019, 09:48 AM
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I don't belong in this world, and I'm tired of being reminded of that. I know, universe, I KNOW!

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post #562 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-13-2019, 01:59 PM
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I really want to date but I'm almost 9+20 and I still haven't had any dates and my parents aren't any help since they're either "Quera Sera" or talk about something else entirelty. I can't work and I do'nt go to school. They don't trust dating sites but dating sites are my own option at the moment since THEY aren't going to be even TRYING to help me in finding a partner they claim they care but if they actually cared they would be trying to help me find someone not change the f- topic.
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And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death
Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow,
A poor player that strut's and fret's his hour upon the stage and is heard no more,
It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.
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in other words next Thursday I'm going to be 29...
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And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death
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You just don't get it. Only want to bother if it benefits you in any way but couldn't give much of a damn otherwise. Even when it comes to blood-family when it's clear that they are suffering. I no longer feel bad on feeling repulsed by you now, to put it mildly.
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post #568 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-13-2019, 04:02 PM
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It's 7pm, and I haven't eaten a single thing today.

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post #569 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 02:27 AM
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It's 7pm, and I haven't eaten a single thing today.
I think it's time for some more of that macaroni cheese. (oops - no quoting)
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post #570 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 04:15 AM
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It still bothers me that the only girl I had genuine feelings for has a boyfriend now especially considering she said she felt the same way about me. No one really compares to her personality and I can't imagine feeling the same way about anyone else. Only person that made me happier which takes a lot but oh well that's life I suppose. I wish it would have been me but the most important thing is that she's happy that's all I wanted I guess.
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post #571 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 05:32 AM
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Now that I know 'my pple' it's glaringly obvious where I really don't fit in. Less of this, more of that.

Miles to go before I sleep. Vale.

Know your ACE (adverse childhood experiences) score?
Sometimes, SA is a symptom of significant developmental, attachment or interpersonal trauma (emotional neglect counts). If you're still stuck after you've tried SA treatments such as CBT and exposure, research C-PTSD and see if it resonates. Here's an awesome resource. Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving
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Something has to change really soon...so very fed up right now. I need encouragment and guidance which I don’t really have available to me. Yet another situation where a good friend or two (I have none!) would come in handy.


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post #573 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 06:35 AM
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I hate fake people. Especially ones who think they’re fooling me or playing me. God didn’t bless me with a lot but he did give me the ability to see through all the bs pretty easily...

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post #575 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 12:00 PM
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Sometimes I do think that it's better to just quit on life. Not necessarily because of depression, but because of convenience's sake.
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I wish it was me making you happy. You were perfect and I don't want anyone else. It's heartbreaking
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I never know what to say when people ask "what have you been up to?" Erm nothing?
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I need to help myself out of this depression, but I am struggling
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post #579 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 11:40 PM
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I’m such a waste of space. I don’t want to be here anymore.

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but if I’m honest
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with all the ways
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post #580 of 1949 (permalink) Old 06-14-2019, 11:40 PM
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ughh it's one of those the pain is so bad it's making me light headed and nauseous kind of days.
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