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post #541 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-08-2019, 07:09 AM
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I feel like my life is just a trap of an increasingly frustrating and annoying routine which it seems I can never escape, like Harold Smith from the Just Desserts episode in Powerpuff Girls.


I'm sick of doing the same crap every day, getting called by my mother to open the garage which no one has bothered to fix for 4293402 years, having to force myself out of bed for people who are so selfish with their own money they prefer spending it on vacations and cars than fixing their own house. I'm sick of my brother messing up the bathroom which I have to keep cleaning up after him and having to hear him showering and opening and closing doors in the morning and when he gets home. I hate this house so bad but I'm scared I'll never leave. I just want to go off on my own somewhere already and live in peace...Please god. At the very least, grant me this sort of independence, since I can't off myself. Recently I keep fantasizing just being able to just get away from rude, obnoxious *******s and all these other little, but rage-inducing issues for the rest of my life though that's probably a pipe dream.



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So many sacrifices keep me alive
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post #542 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-08-2019, 09:25 PM
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post #543 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-08-2019, 10:05 PM
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post #544 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-09-2019, 03:09 AM
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I don't know, I do know though... I don't know, I just feel like not existing plz, it hurts soooo much. I hate being self-aware too, why can't I just be ignorant or not care about anything.

This was on tv today and I ended up watching it, a cute couch movie but:



If I only understood certain things earlier, I might be even more miserable... or maybe my life would be a lot different.

I don't wanna exist
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post #545 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-09-2019, 08:56 AM
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post #546 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 07:00 AM
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I canít deal with work today. I am just sitting here pretending to be busy because I am anxious about the work and the fact I canít really go any further unless I ask some questions which I am in no mood to do right now.


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post #547 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 12:37 PM
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Life is being one big bully to me and I can't take it anymore.
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post #548 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 04:38 PM
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Sometimes I'll look at the Facebook of people I used to hang around. For a while a few of them didn't have girlfriends and now all the ones I checked do. Which is good for them. I'm not wishing them ill will and in a way I'm not jealous. Sure I'd like to have a girlfriend if it actually went well but my odds are not the kind you'd bet on. I guess, if I'm honest, I just wish it was viewed better to be single. This is why it's healthier not to think about it. Though it's impossible if you're on Facebook so I usually just don't do Facebook much.
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post #549 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 06:04 PM
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I always seem to make things weird. I know it's better when I don't say anything at all. I guess I keep stupidly thinking I'll find someone who understands.
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post #550 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 06:08 PM
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Problems just keep piling on and on. So yea. I wish to die from an illness or something. Lolz
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post #551 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 06:19 PM
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It still bothers me that the only girl I had genuine feelings for has a boyfriend now especially considering she said she felt the same way about me. No one really compares to her personality and I can't imagine feeling the same way about anyone else. Only person that made me happier which takes a lot but oh well that's life I suppose. I wish it would have been me but the most important thing is that she's happy that's all I wanted I guess.
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post #552 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 06:25 PM
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post #553 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 08:47 PM
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I don't know why anyone would think that's funny.


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post #554 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-10-2019, 10:01 PM
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post #555 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-11-2019, 03:34 AM
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My flight has been canceled. ****ing Air Canada. This relocation (and past year in general) has been entirely hellish.
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post #556 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-11-2019, 06:09 AM
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I am at my wits end. I have to speak up but I know it will probably be held against me but at this point I really donít care because I am miserable.


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post #557 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-12-2019, 05:59 AM
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You'd think it would bother you less after time. Nope.
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post #558 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-12-2019, 07:32 AM
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Tfw you are stuck in a crappy situtation and there isnít a damn thing you can do about it.


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post #559 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-12-2019, 10:46 AM
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my dad is ****ing annoying.. Don’t worry, when I become financially stable I’ll make it a point to see you only once a year. Eh most guys in general are annoying and have too much pride and low empathy. Now that my mom has been away for weeks on vacation he needs somebody else to service his **** to.
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post #560 of 1328 (permalink) Old 06-12-2019, 10:57 AM
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I got a bad cramp in my leg yesterday from using my new standing desk. I guess I'm a little out of shape.

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