Been unemployed for a month now, and feel worthless at times. It can be hard to live in the past for me, something I need to improve.. If i wasn’t chronically injured I’d be utilizing the gym most likely, my favourite “nothing zone” as I like to call it. Every guy needs one where they can escape to once in a while. For some it’s working on cars, playing the piano, walking the dog etc. I just feel like I need to find my niche in life which is hard when I feel so physically limited.. I was never very artistic besides cooking I guess, which is an art and a science in itself.. I tried going go to an online chatroom but it was filled with ENTP types.. One of them was constantly inferring that I was bi-sexual and somehow managed to call me homophobic .. Too many faux mind readers out there who will argue just to argue.. Anyways it gets lonely at times and for such an introverted person, I don’t know where to start about getting into a relationship. I try to see people for people and not objects, but with the average being, it’s like conversation is so forced and boring. That is partly my fault for not learning the art of small-talk.. Like in the past I would ask questions about their school-life or something for example, and felt like i was being too intrusive. We live in a society people are so guarded and no one can say what they truly feel, but are so quick to go behind each others back..hmm...I guess that seeing the big picture is a hard thing to do, which is a shame because our time on earth is very limited.. At least learning that there are some cool/engaging people on here gives me hope in finding a circle some day.