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Seeing couples holding hands on Friday night is very...triggering.
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post #362 of 736 (permalink) Old 05-03-2019, 07:43 PM
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I don't get mad, but I do get sad and reminisce that feeling and that connection. You aren't alone. We all go through this. Worse even. For what it's worth from the lot of ogre. Ground control to major tom.

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Just remembered something that bothered/made me uncomfortable at work on Friday...had forgotten about it all weekend until now. Already was feeling kinda anxious tonight now this is adding to it. Plus I have trouble sleeping on Sundays due to anxiety about the upcoming work week so I am not doing good at the moment.
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Might look into putting in for the Navy by next year- preferably for a technical role- if things don't make a turnaround soon. Currently stuck in a dead-end area, unable to relocate, no family support, not much to lose (no friends or family to miss), and wouldn't mind using that experience to work for some major aerospace/outer space industry afterward. For now, it's my Plan B.
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post #368 of 736 (permalink) Old 05-06-2019, 05:28 PM
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Horrible anxiety sometimes - even just sitting here on my own. Not really anything to justify it - just awful and it doesn't go away. So glad I have a bit of Valium to take every now and then to ease it off a bit.
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"If I were you I'd have killed myself already." Lol, um, thanks, I guess? Even the people on the other MH support site think I'm a lost cause, lol.

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"If I were you I'd have killed myself already." Lol, um, thanks, I guess? Even the people on the other MH support site think I'm a lost cause, lol.
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Which support site? (tho probs not allowed to link?).

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Dude, the government is making it real hard for me to get my necessary meds (cbd oil full spectrum) The stuff off the Ontario cannabis site is wack, and I canít get it from my usual source off weedmaps right now am iím feeling anxious af. I bought some nicotine lozenges so I hope that continues to soothe me for the time being
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whats with the quoting? this is the no quoting one.


mind going weird places today. been involved in my hobby for a few weeks and now the realization comes: i have nothing to show for it. then loss of any motive for living, suicide fantasies. then the obvious realization: hobbies don't really produce anything, you do them because you "enjoy" them or just cos you want to do it. ok. pretty sure i knew that. carry on with boring, hopeless work life and hopeless relationship-less-ness etc, and just enjoy your hobby when you are able to. seems a bit depressing still. stupid, boring, pointless life.

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I'm in so much pain. At least it seems to be more intermittent but when it hits it's just unbearable.

:: Anybody else want to run? Contorting, distorting, I am undone. One less propaganda nightmare fixture. Are you getting the picture? Separate. I've lost my only way. See the shape, Broken and thrown away. ::


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