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There was this cute guy that went down the aisle I was on while I was looking at shampoo then when I got to the line he was right in front of me then turned his head and looked down at my basket. And I had pads in there. 😒 Just great. Another weird moment. I was already feeling awkward enough about it wghen I was down the aisle with them in there. Sometimes I just dont like buying pads. I really dont. 😒
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Doesn't really "bother" me all that much but it is a bit of a difficult situation in that when I really feel bad, like last night, I have to make a decision as to whether I increase my medication on my own. Fortunately I've been taking this stuff - on and off - for years, and I know what my highest dose/dose range has been in the past. When you're really feeling as agitated as I often get you don't have time to make an appointment with your psychiatrist and talk about it - you need help right now.

Raised it by 200mg to a total of 900/day. I can feel it already the next morning - such a relief. My mind is "quieter" and I'm more calm. The agitation and feelings of distress have gone. Just a little bit tired but will live with that.
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I honestly can't even sum it all up. So many things.

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Just about everything that I've been led to believe would make things better in some way, are, well...not. It's all been a sham.
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it feels like there are 5 unfortunate things for every good thing that happens to me.
I tried to make a musical submission yesterday...but it was thoroughly rejected.

So much for exploring things I can do outside of my main job |:-(
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I told my sister yesterday I wouldnt have given my dad a gift if I was her. I literally told her what he said behind her back calling her a bad person.

Spending money on him is a waste. I told her I never spend money on him since I need money for myself plus I wouldn't want to give him jack ****. He gets more than enough **** anyways for someone that's an *******. I'll give her a gift but he gets nothing from me.
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Look what you've done to me, I can't date (obviously right now) but I can't date, I can't think of any other woman but you, I try, I try to talk to other women but I can't because I keep wanting you. You're too good for me, you don't belong in my life and I don't belong in yours because you don't deserve to deal with the life I have. I tried it once before and it didn't work out. YOU NEED TO RUN, RUN AWAY.

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