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I just woke up about an hour ago, and I'm already bored and unmotivated enough to want to go back to sleep.

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Usually if one makes jabs while trying to get their point/statement across (mainly political), their argument is worth less of substance because they cannot merit on giving reason for their discussion. Just going to leave it at that.
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Always feeling exhausted or wired or both simultaneously.

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The main thing bothering me is that I often get triggered into deep and dark depressive states, and I need to figure how to make them stop happening. It's not good enough to have to cope with it all the time, I want it to stop happening in the first place. My life's already bad enough without these on top of it. So, that's what's bothering me right now.

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I know you mean well and I do take your message to heart. But it still magnifies the sting as to why I cannot see through the lenses that you have in order to save myself, essentially. I'll stay in this rut because I'm too comfortable now.
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My mind catastrophizes even when it gets relatively good news. I think most people would latch onto even the smallest particle of hope in this situation but my stupid brain just immediately starts looking for a path to disaster that it knows is there.

This is such a unique and lonesome stress. I just don't know how to feel about it. The maddening fear of being completely powerless in the face of so much uncertainty. I can't believe this is happening again.
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I would take having a depressive episode over prolonged anxiety. I'm tired of feeling like I'm on my toes all the time and then do stupid crap to try relieving it (more often than not it would subside for a short frame of time, even when managing it 'the correct way'...) I hate this.
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I just dont want to work right now or at all this week or in the near future or in the distant future or in the past either. and I dont want my flatmates to be around. if they could all go away that'd be nice.

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Why can't I just get through a freakin' day without crying?
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Living a meaningless existence feels so ****ing hollow. I feel so useless. I just exist to exist. I just exist to perpetuate my existence for yet another day. So tired of this.

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What is a meaningful existence though ? All life only exists to perpetuate itself anyway so you're doing it right : /






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Something has to change, otherwise, hasta la vista.
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^ idk I feel like I should be building meaningful relationships or helping others or doing something other than sitting in this apartment by myself all day every day. Not sure I can define what exactly would be meaningful but I would know it if I felt it, if that makes sense.

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It's ridiculous how people say that's life when the government steals money from people but when a regular person wants free things here and there they instantly get judged for it like it's a bad thing. The government steals some of your money anyways. lol Guess people in general aren't allowed to have free things here and there without people getting offended cause someone got something for free. It's dumb as hell cause everyone wants some things for free. Why pay more for extra stuff especially if you work for your money anyways? 😒
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Worried about work tomorrow more than usually--body is sore, feel weak, and tired. Kinda had me working two jobs at once today so that sucked. I'm zapped of all energy. Actually tried to call in sick, the *******s still wanted me to come in so there's that. I need to quit. Wish I'd just quit haha. I want to find something remote.

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I hate it when I get frustrated and think bad thoughts about someone I actually do care about and then something bad happens and I sit around beating myself up over it and thinking how petty my reasons were for it. I mean, I know thinking that you hate someone doesn't make bad things happen to them but it just makes me feel like a rotten person.
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