Always and once again now, the good news and good fortune of others are being used to attack me to translate into my misfortune. Why subconsciously, I always feel delighted to hear about others going through misfortune, setbacks and committing screw-ups. I hate being this person. It's disgusting. But I am constantly conditioned to be so.
The truth is strictly what the ones in power perceives it to be.
Enjoy any good things, even the little and menial ones, as you will never know what impending distresses could descend upon you in a moment.