Does it make you feel better or worse to know that you are in the same position as millions of others ? Suffering as you do is both meaningless and common.
"None the less, the censured one was unable to carry on. And I know, cher, what I am talking about. There was a time when I didn't have the slightest idea, at any single moment, how I could reach the next one. Yes, one can wage war in this world, ape love, torture one's fellow-man, or merely say evil of one's neighbor while knitting. But, in certain cases, carrying on, merely continuing, is superhuman."