Things are not going well, with respect to getting my **** handled. I am very frustrated with my life situation. Recently I have been using tv as a drug. watching up to 4 to 5 hours in the evening. It just seems like when I watch my programs I can forget everything for awhile and no have to think about my life. I see people on the tv and don't feel lonely, but its not real at the end I am still alone by myself. TV is indeed opioid for the masses-the devils tool.
Then if I did not watch it for an evening I get an uneasy feeling like I need to, I swear this **** is like a drug. well 5 hours a night is too much. I think I have an addictive personality, I cant watch 1 hour in moderation, when I watch I go all in and binge.
So I am going Spartan, no TV, I have cut the plug off that ****er. No more mindless entertainment for me. I am going to cut off any thing that does not serve me. Clean diet, no tv, no nothing. I'm a go Spartan on that ****, cold showers in the morning 50 press ups before breakfast. My focus is on making my nut and getting a GF. Either I succeed or not I cant have regrets.
Tomorrow I will again go talk to strangers on the street and hit on women in the local mall. Number farming is not efficient but it helps me I guess. Funnily enough I find my self getting more selective and less tolerant of bs that I find in people-weird.
As I type this I have got some idiot in the flat above singing stupid voice exercises or something at 11:30 pm on a Sunday night, some people just need to be slapped for having no consideration or manners.
I can do it