Just want to vent but any advice is appreciated too. I've been thinking a lot about how hopeless and broken I am. Since about 14 years old social anxiety and depression has ruled my life now I'm 24 with no grades (I got kicked out of school but I'm actually really dumb and would have got bad grades anyway), no girlfriend (Im too ugly to date irl and have nothing to offer anyway) and soon I might have nowhere to live and no chance of a career or anything.
Ok first of all Im just another guy (who isn't gay) but assuming your photo is accurate there are a hell of a lot more uglier guys out there then you. Your probably not a 10 on the looks scale but your not a 1 or 2 either. And most people fall somewhere in the average range of looks just like you. I do as well. Just go out in public and look to see how many beautiful women or handsome men you see? Not to many.
As far as your woman issue and getting laid. A poster above mentioned ”theres a lot of good looking guys in prison who don't get laid”. That is very true and those handsome guys probably end up as some other guys girlfriend in prison! lol
More seriously though im average looking and I have managed on occasion to bang a few really hot women in my days and yes it makes you feel awesome and relaxed and a bit more confident (at least as far as dealing with women goes). But you just don't bang a hot woman and then all your SA problems or trauma you have experienced in your past disappear. Not the way it works unfortunately. Wish it did.
So yes you need to solve the women / girlfriend issue but that wont magically solve all other problems in your life.
The career and living situation the way your looking at is the worst possible scenario. Your 24 years old I can assure you its not to late for a career. Just have to find an interest or something your good at job wise. Sometimes easier said then done I know. Are you working at all now? So why will you be homeless? No money? No relatives to move in with?
Anyway my point is none of the problems you mentioned are impossible to fix. As they say killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Your issues can all be fixed. Im 41 and im in a lot better situation then I was when I was 24. Still have my share of issues but things get better. You just needs some goals and a plan to get there.
Stay strong and need any help drop me a message.