Nothing wrong with being shy, guess everybody is shy sometimes. But when that shyness stops you from doing something you'd like... that's where problems start. I have no problem talking to women, overall. But if i like them like i'd really like to have a relationship with that woman, i just can't even dare to look at them. That's how bad my APD is: i am terrified of being rejected or mocked by them because it happened to me in the past, in my early teens so i don't want to go through that ever again.
“I swear to you gentlemen, that to be overly conscious is a sickness, a real, thorough sickness.”
- Fyodor Dostoevsky Notes From The Underground
"It’s noble to be timid, illustrious to fail to act, sublime to be inept at living....”
- Fernando Pessoa The Book Of Disquiet
"Praying for the wave to come now
It must be for the very last time
It's twelve o'clock till midnight
There must be someone to blame..."
-Manic Street Preachers Australia