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post #1 of 3 (permalink) Old 07-26-2019, 11:56 PM Thread Starter
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I need to vent.

I don't know where else to go.

I can't believe that my life is where it's at. This is what I've let it become and I can't stand myself for it.

I can't stop thinking about all the things I should have done differently. I know I can't, but I wish I could start over. I don't know how to move on.

I have so many regrets about the way I've handled things. I truly feel like I don't deserve anything.

It's so lonely, debilitating, and overwhelming.

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post #2 of 3 (permalink) Old 07-27-2019, 03:46 AM
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Life is a big rat race, basically. Itís a place where we all work, work and work just so that we can play out this big idea or template of what a personís life should be. Have a wife? Check. Have a house? Check. Baby? Check.

Of course, this is planet earth though. Weíre supposed to be helplessly clueless and desperate to live our lives as full and well as possible. *sigh... we just donít know how weak and helpless we all are.

I've been seeking happiness for years.
I've lived in hiding from the darkness.
I've spent so many hours in question.
I've prayed that God finds me soon.
Only to realize I must find myself.
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post #3 of 3 (permalink) Old 07-27-2019, 06:10 AM
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I wish I could start my life over too. I didn’t have the greatest start in life but there’s no point in moaning about stuff I can’t change. I try to imagine a better future but it’s not guaranteed. I guess life is a lottery and I don’t have a winning ticket.
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