I'm so tired of this endless cycle
My problem may seem insignificant to some, but for me its just ruining my life.
I could be feeling so happy, having fun or whatever, but then I'll suddenly remember something upsetting. Like the time some of my bullies saw me in a bar and poured a drink over me. Or the time my 'friend' stole money from me. Or the time someone brutally insulted me. I could literally go on and on and on. I go over these same memories constantly. Once they are in my mind I cannot get them out.
I cannot seem to break free from this, after YEARS of going through the same thing, I have had enough and I feel desperate for it to stop