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post #1 of 2 (permalink) Old 01-11-2020, 02:37 PM Thread Starter
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I'm about to just give up


No I'm not suicidal, if that's what you were thinking from the title. It's more of I just don't want to be here, I don't want to be who I am anymore. I've hated myself for a long time and this makes me feel like everyone else hates me too even though I know it's irrational it's what I feel everyday and I'm begining to think that's just how I'm going to be for the rest of my life. I've tried self help methods I've tried changing who I am but I just can't shake this feeling it's always there. I'm about to go empty my bank account pack my bags and move to a different state maybe even a different country if I was able to. I know this is the cowards way out and it is, because I am a coward and probably always will be.
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post #2 of 2 (permalink) Old 01-11-2020, 03:57 PM
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It sounds like you're trying to run away from yourself. You don't like part or all of who you are, so you want to get away. Moving state/country won't change that, because you can't escape yourself. Instead, it is best that we draw on the support available to make peace with ourselves and try to work with what've got. I know that going away can feel like a leap in the right direction that could stimulate a change, but after a while it will come back and then you'll lose the support and networks you already havex

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