Socializing with myself
Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: New York, Flushing
Language: Created my own language for context
That depends oh how your environment is programmed and how people speak to you overall.
At age 16 years old, I thought about what would happen to me with jobs, because I was placed in special ed. The teachers in special ed would find the time to speak down to me to make me feel stupider than the kids in class.
When I was 19 years old in my last year of High school, my father's girlfriend family criticized my age and never spoke about the situation that I'm in. Just to kick me out on the streets during midnight morning, and at the time I was a month away from graduating high school. What I mean by criticized my age is that my father's girlfriend family compares me with people my age to isolate me.
At age 21 years old my family focused on me being 30 years old. I had an aunt who told me when I'm 30 years old, that I will be too old for any women or job to ever want me.
Training my brain helped me understood that the people aren't speaking from their own real mind. Just an A.I supercomputer trying to isolate me by making people used discouraging words to get me to think negative about myself.
Signature Under Construction - Be back very soon to update knowledge!
In the meantime. I'll perfect my writing techniques.